Burden gone

Yeah~ I feel so free now~ Relax-ing~ Yesterday was my last day working as shampoo promoter, i worked for 3 weeks. That was damn tired. I am still lucky, because had the companion of my friend--- Xiao Looi~ We always 'squabble' that our idol was the most handsome guy in this world~ =D

Xiao Looi, my AARON YA LUN is the most HANDSOME GUY in the world~ NO one can beat him down~ =3

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Yesterday morning, bao bei wake up early to do the breakfast for me~ That was my favorite black sesame stuffed dumplings (Chinese call 'tang yuan'). I like it very much~ Ewww...that was such tasty~ *yummy* I felt very touch, because bao bei seldom do breakfast for me. He himself had no appetite eating too much early in the morning. But he prepared the breakfast because of me~ Love my bao bei~♥

Bao bei also help me to straighten my hair and... make up~ He did those things for me just because of i am too lazy to do so. He so good huh. Bao bei always said :"...u go where find this kind of good lao gong huh?..." zi lian kuang bao bei.

"...erm...don't know o, but i found him already leh..." I reply him like this. XD

Bao bei, i am proud to be your bao bei~ Ignore those nonsense people and their rude words. My world just have a space for you~♥

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Bao bei started working on today. Later i will go to his working place to visit him~ Yeah~ Bao bei bao bei, waiting for my coming~♥

=3

working la.

Lovely Friday

Bao bei brought me to book fair again on yesterday. We reached KLCC on time, while waiting our friends for comming, bao bei and i had a walked on the clothes shop. We spended our lunch time at the nearest KFC. Quite a long time i didn't eat fried chicken already. I ate 2 pieces at once. Sastified for that~ As we are having our meal, bao bei received a called from our PC Fair supervisor. That was a good news for us when that time all of us were very poor. He said, our salary gonna bank in to us soon~ Yea~ Happy news~

I LOVE MONEY. I LOVE MONEY. I LOVE MONEY

We and our friends were very funny u know, because the purpose we go to book fair is not due to buy any book. But is because of Munchy's biscuit~ There were doing a promotion there.

After that, bao bei and i decided to go shopping~ Bao bei so good, he knew i love that cute singlet very much, so he straight away go to buy it for me~ *mwak*

I am also targeted a high heel. That was cute enought. Pink color with black dotes. But that was too high to me. So just forget about it. >_<

It is time for dinner~ Bao bei brought me to Shihlin to fill our stomach. Tasty to eat, especially the handmade oyster mee sua~ *yummy*

Feel tired after shopping. We decided to go home. Yeah~ I got that cute singlet~

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I am too bad. I made bao bei anger. After we reached home, bao bei asked me to change the singlet and mini skirt to him for a look. But i refused to do so. How bad am i huh. I am very scared bao bei will angry me. I am very scared bao bei don't want me anymore. I don't want bao bei angry me, i don't wanna he leaved me alone. My life will collapse without him. Bao bei very importat to me~ Luckily, my bao bei da ren very forgiving~ He said he was not grudge to angry me. Thank bao bei...and sorry too...

I LOVE U. I LOVE U. I LOVE U.

A story of burger

Hello there, let me tell u a story about......a burger??

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Behind of my living place there was a malay stall selling Ramly Burger. My bao bei and i were totally crazy on that~ That was so damn tasty~ The speed of that woman making the burger was very fast~ Usually, after we order the burger, me and bao bei sure will go "shopping" at the nearest 7eleven. As we finished "shopping", i think the timing no more then 15 minutes. Our ordered burger sure be ready~ Woow~

The burger very "flexible" to eat. U know y, that burger can be our breakfast (so far, we haven't do that), lunch, dinner or supper~ Sometimes, we just eat this burger as our dinner. Can fulfill our eating desire and so can save money~ So many benefits huh.

Bao bei very 'bad egg'. Some of the midnight i so will felt hungry. U know, my digestive system is kinda good. Then, he will start to "promote" the burger.

"...crumby bread with the juicy meat...add on some fresh vegetable...yummy..." 'bad egg' bao bei said. Hnn... see, he so bad huh. Always sedured me to eat. But i can't resist the yummy burger! If i just continue eating the burger as my supper so frequently like this, i scared my tummy will become a pregnant lady! Oh God! I don't wanna become like that! Ugly ugly!

Hnn... I must control myself of not being influence by bao bei. I swear. By the way, can i do so??Okay, may be i can't. Totally defeated by bao bei. I surrender, i loss.

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Okay, finished story. Applaud please. XD

Byeee

It is really hard to say goodbye with that cute singlet and mini skirt... I know i cannot own them anymore... So, y should i promise to buy them down when the time i get my salary?? I promise shit...isn't??

Give some time to me... I think, i will...not! I should forget them!!

bybye

Forever 27th

27th of every month is a day that really meant to me. U know y, today is our 11 month being together~ People said, that is not easy to maintain a relationship. But, we both are trying our best to make our relationship become stable. I am glad that we are meeting with each other~

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11 month ago

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That was a sweet afternoon. We both chit chating through sending messages. I forgot that was who first asked to being together. But i still remember that moment when my bao bei asked me :"...u wanna be my girl friend or not??..."

Oh......I can't resist his enchantment~=3

I fall in love with him by the first sight i saw him~ I felt that he was charming enought~ I also get surprising when the time i agreeed to be his girl friend, because i made a dicision without a longer consideration~ So far until now, i knew my dicision never wrong~ I choose a right person~ A person who will care about my feeling, who knows me well, who always needa good thing for me, who placed my position with his lovely family at the same level as well~

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after 11 month

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Until today, i still can feel that my bao bei treated me as the same way when we first get together~ The only different is, he is loving me deeper then before~ I so. Hope our relationship will last long until forever~

LOVE my BAO BEI~

My bao bei bao bei~

The day before yesterday, bao bei brought me to the book fair at KLCC. Bao bei SUPER good to me~ He did all the things to make me happy~ He helped me to set my hair~ I love that. That was kinda nice.

my fluffy hair~

When we reached there, i suddently saw a book that totally attracted my sight! U know what kinda book is that?? That was a collection of FAHRENHEIT's portray in Japan~ ewww...how attracted~

I LOVE AARON YAN. I LOVE AARON YAN. I LOVE AARON YAN.

After he paid, we both saw a Munchy's biscuit stall. The promoter asked us to try the biscuit. Then bao bei asked me :"...nice or not??do u want to eat??..."Sure i noded my head like mad. XD Yeah~ I have biscuits~

Bao bei ordered a white tom yam soup and we shared together as our dinner. Later we had a dated with our friends and having dinner together. So, this just a "starter"."...u said u will buy this Aunie Anne's Pretzel for me??" I asked bao bei. I am such greed. Then he straight away brought it to me~bao bei bao bei~ U are so good to me~ Although my temper was not good at all the times, but u still patience on me. Thanks bao bei~ mwak

our attire on that day. I felt that myself like a cartoon character~=3 Did u all notice that?

Friend

Yesterday my supervisor told me that, i still needed to work on next weekend!!! OMG!! How come?? When the day we met, he just told us need to work for 2 weeks. But then how will like this?? So, my plan to go back my hometown need to postpone again... But i missed mama so much...hmm... No choice... September just can go back...

I felt not so bored with the companion of my friend~ We kept talking and talking. Non-stop talking~ =3

We had a lot of topics can chat with each other~ Talked about our family, our boyfriend, or idols and so on~ Really talkative. XD

I felt happy being friend with her~ Hope she will feel like this too~ Later still need to work. So, happy working~

=3

People said i am "fake Rainie"~lalala~ This makes me feel happy~

=3

But i will not become arrogant because of this, just will feel happy enought~ I am not so look alike her as well. She more cute (xN times) then me. I knew it. At least, i can show off in front of bao bei~ Who ask him always "trample" me!

blek =p

Praying for him...

Yesterday i replaced bao bei worked at 1 Utama. I still selling those earphones and handsets. Less people were shopping over there, i think was due to yesterday was not weekend. That was so damn bored!!! Luckily i still can chit chating with my friend~

Until the lunch time, nothing can eat except bread!!! Because the other food i so can't afforded to buy!! *sigh* i think i will become " bread people " soon... Always eat bread, bread and bread!!! Hnn...can't blame people also, who ask me no money??

I poor until didn't having my dinner!! That was so sad... I just can keep working!!

When the time i am ready to back, i just can tighten my stomach and waiting for the bus. It was raining... I felt myself very pity that time... Feels like helpless.

*sigh* again...

Finally the bus came! Oh!! God saved me~ But who knows, that bus was made a big round then since can i reached my destination!!

That was a scene i think i will never ever forget when i am inside the bus. I am not sure where is that place, that was a Chinese old man climbed up to the bus and asked the bus driver something. But that old man's pronouciation not so clear. Even thought for me as a Chinese i also can't get what was he trying to say. Then the Malay bus driver was felt annoyed and drive away that old man. How cruel was the bus driver!! U know, that was raining outside there... He was wearing a worn-out shirt and...his leg was not convinience to walk too long time... Cruely world... I should give him a hand that time... I can do it easily...but y i still sitting at there and watching all those thing happened in front of me?? Felt so guilty... No used for feeling guilty only... Now i just can pray for that old man... Hope he can get his way home... Hope he will meet with a kind-hearted person but not a darken heart like that bus driver... I am praying hard for that old man... Hope u all also pray for him

GOD BLESS HIM

please...

HOT Day

This morning, our condo's power was cut by TNB. The reason is we haven't pay the electrical bill since last month!!! This was not the first time already. Last time we more pity...cos a whole night didn't have electricity supplement!!! Oh gosh!!! U can imagine how HOT is it??

Luckily, my house-mate is willing to pay the out-standing bills for us~ He straight away made a called to our house leader and told him to get the money paid to the TNB.

I am such a lazy person~ I started sleep at 2 o'clock until 4 pm something just woke up!! Cannot blame me also what...cos i have nothing to do! Such a SUPER HOT whether, no winds, no internet...how can i survive?? So, better i keep myself cool down. The best way is Sleep~

=3

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Aissssss...tomorrow still need to work! Feels like lazy to wake up early. But bao bei more tired then me. So, i must cheer up myself~ Fighting for money~

$_$

crazy working

Last Saturday and Sunday i got worked at a super market. That was so damn tiring...The first day i worked there, i woke up at 7 morning to prepare and went to the LRT station to take a bus there...i reached there very early...= ="'omg!!! nothing to do. I want eat my breakfast also can eat nothing...so sad

When i was working there i were thinking my bao bei horribly!! Felt wanna cried...pity me

I worked 12 hours a day!!! Tiring job...Worked at there just can rest 2 hours!!! omg!!! Can i quit that?? But i know i can't like that...cos i need money!!!

I just knew a new friend~ Thanks her so much~ She really helps me a lot~

...haiz...

Next Saturday and Sunday still need to work ar!! But this time my friends will work with me~yeah~Feel not so boring!!!

I ♥

bao bei

everything is okay

huu...damn tired...finally can have a break now~

let me explain what had happened just now...

let us begin the story

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just now i rush here and there non-stop!!how to say??since i told u all i got an interview yesterday night, i had prepared well early then the meeting time.i need to reach there earlier cos i want to buy something from the nearess super market. As i reached the super market, i straight away go to the department that selling the things i want.After that paid.i am still hesitating whether want to eat or not?? i haven't eat my dinner on that time.

Aissss...lazy to eat la.Miss Emily send me a message suddently.She asked to meet with her later on."...okay..."i said.

We met at LRT Station,after that go to the mamak stall to meet the Supervisor

Originally,that company is that 1 i had been worked for them before~damn coincidence right??

i get the job~n he told us the details about the product we got to sell tomorrow.

"...memorize them...okay??..."he said.

so we will start working later~He requested us to wear black color's collar shirt n black shoe.But then,i don't have any black color's collar shirt;Miss Emily didn't have black color shoe...how??Luckily that super market i shopped just now haven't close down.He is free to accompany us to go there~How good he is.

=3

Finally i chose a simple black collar shirt n its price not so expensive~i still can afford it.Thanks God.

Miss Emily was targeted a ballet style black shoe.That was really cute.Ewwww...attracted my attention too~it is suits for Miss Emily.Same cute ^^ Later on, i straight away go home,cos that was not early already.i said good bye to Miss Emily n that good supervisor~As usual,take the LRT to my place then reached my condo with taxi.Oh gosh!!the taxi fees was really expensive la!!i see my purse start bleeding...how pain...but i had no choice.Who ask me stay at here??

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today i were faced by many things.bao bei not beside me so i got to depent on myself.bao bei said i am more independent then before~yes~i am!!i so will prove to bao bei that i am really independent enought~i can do that~don't want let bao bei worry about me~

Tomorrow will be buzy a whole day~n i will stay with Miss Emily~i am expecting that.Happy to stay with her~

T_T

ur responed dissapointed me...

i feel so sad

i wanna cry

i feel helpless

='(

stupid then PIG

i am SUPER DUPER stupid

u know y

early this morning, i thought i got an interview

but actually that interview is start on the night

i just totally get the wrong time

oh God

please grant me a sword or whatever thing that can let me regain consciousness!!!

how stupid...

miss-ing

bao bei is going to outstation for 4 days

4 days man!!

how can i survive??

wuwu...

i got to learn to become independent and strong

hope this 4 days can pass by faster

miss u my bao bei

my days

i think i am independent enought

i can do all the things by myself

i am proud of being myself~

lalala~

cheer for my independency~

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yesterday i just finish done my exam that were "out-standing" for many days

yea

ur eyes didn't have any problem

i can take my exam again if i missed them

that was the "style" of my college

don't get suprising~

feels like throwing a BIG STONE into the sea

which being annoyed me for few days

yipeee

no more burden

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sleep tight tonight ^^

my bao bei forever

bao bei was tried very hard to put a smile on my face

but i was just like feeling nothing...

i am a BITCHY GIRL

why i can be hardhearted enought to bao bei??

he was the first ever guy treated me such good in this world~

i am glad that GOD had made us met with each other

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bao bei...bao bei...

really sorry...

i know u are good to me

u care about my feeling

u don't want my mood always in the corner of moodiness

i know...i know...

all ur effort i also knew it~

sorry for making u into my moodiness too...

i will try my best to cheer up myself~

promise u

i am very expecting about the thing u promise to give me

=D

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when my brain stopped operating,

i will think about that cute singlet and mini skirt automatically

when just can i get...??

when??

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feels like wanna go home now

miss mama la.

when there is mama,

everything will be okay

nothing can influence me

nothing can hurt me

nothing...

but

when i am here,

everything like going wrong

everything!!!

...

i am still moodiness

shit world

shit people everywhere, stained our sights
shit matter happened proceeded without control
shit thing appeared, made us moodiness
shit world full with this shit people, shit matter and shit thing!!!
when just can stop down??
give me back my peacefull life......
i don't want live in this "smelly" world!!!
shit...shit...shit!!!

what a shit day

something was going wrong today
gloomy cloud on top of my head
what can i do for this moment??
anyone can tell me??

my stomach was arching like mad!!
but i still ate curry fish balls and tofu served with chilies sauces as my dinner!!...drink tea somemore!!!
i think i will die due to extream stomachache!!
is that possible that i will get the gastritis??
......may be
i wanna eat on time...but when i am coming to KL, my timing of eating being disorder
i don't know why they like to having their meals lately in the night
my stomach can't stand with this
it will revolt by making me into a condition of suffered
i am not put a blame of anyone else...i know they also didn't felt well having their meals early
but i hope at least...at least let my "treasure" stomach digest something on that time

it is to be regretted too when i am window shopping just now...
when just can i go for a "real" shopping??
really long time didn't go for shopping...
i miss shopping horribly!!
i was targeted a shirt and a mini skirt just now!!
feels like wanna to own them
but realistic world was pulling me being calm...
i cannot afford them!!
like a dream......so, can i continue??
i swear to buy them when first get my salary!!
i don't care!! i just want them!!
am i too self-welled??
huhuh...i think so...

i was unhappy a whole day
although when the time i am watching a comedy
i am too moodiness...
sorry to bao bei......
he was tried to cheer me up
but i just kept showing him a black face...

bao bei, really dui bu qi~
u are doing so hard to make me happy
but i keep showing u the shit face...
thank you for not get angry with me...
you are very patient on me
thank you so much~

my new jie mei

hello everyone

i have an announcement

look here

my new jie mei

jiang~jiang~jiang~jiang~

Miss Emily

yeah~♥

He is MINE

i was crazy with Ya Lun
anything involved him i sure will rush and get one
i was dreaming that,
may be one day he will crush on me too
XD

he will become MINE
he will belongs to ME
oh Gosh
am i crazy??
ya ya
i think so
because of Ya Lun
LOVE my AARON YA LUN

*sometimes bao bei will jealous also, cos i really addicted with him =D*

Promoters are superman

working as a promoter helps me a lot
i am learning how to communicate with others,
persue somebody to buy things from me,
and i knew many friends~
i want to say,
doing sales is NOT an easy job!!
that was really difficult to persue ur customers to buy things...
tiring job!!
i talk until my sound become hourse!!
i am admiring those who are working as a sales man or girl~

*will be upload some new pictures soon*

omg

arhhh...my legs...gonna broken already...

standing 10 hours and above for this four days...

tired

mama

happy birthday to u

I LOVE U

*i never ever dare to say this three words to mama*

XD

PC Fair

working at PC Fair

tiring!!!