Despair

I've tried to pull myself to concentrate on my work, but it seems like no much changes.
I've put all my effort into it, but sometimes the 'luck' will controlled everything.
Most of them did asked me, I'm not a talkative person y do I entering this line? I can say eight out of ten.
They ignore my effort, I've nothing to say.
Just like what bibi has told me, once u believe that u had try ur best don't care 'bout others! They're nothing to me! Ya, they're Mr n Miss nothing.
I mustn't care too much right? Plus, I'm going to leave this world of despair!
I've tried! If I said so, it's really mean that!

I'm happy to leave u. My source of despair. No more!