臭痘！

发烧反反复复的...已经2天了 身上的痘痘不但没减反而大增
每天都要吞一大把五颜六色的药丸 不吃又不行 把自己搞得像白粉仔一样
一整天就这样混混沌沌的过...
刚刚还很不要命的洗了那把油腻腻的头
或许下一秒钟那个叫头痛的臭东西会把我折腾得不像人形吧?
什么该吃 什么该做 已经记不了那么多了真的很累了...
明天就要回家了...
超舍不得 又奈何?
毕竟回家有妈妈看
希望我家那个胖弟和那可爱的妹妹不会被传染才好...
好睏...

oh Rainie!

Rainie Yang, the Goddess of mine had a short hair cut?! OMG! I like her iconic long hair! I missed it! Yet, this is her choice, we should support her anyway. Love is still, no doubt.
Should I go for a cut also? Hate to see those break-end every morning! It isn't easy to take care of the long hair... I need to get approve for my Fat Lion. Aikss... I'm not sure whether I still stand with it or not ler...

See? It's supreme short! I'm gonna miss her long hair... ='(
Hope to get a hair cut also.

Last Day

Fed my skin with the mask made from natural stuff.
I like Skin Food true heart, it wasn't just a skin softener as well as a skin conditioner, that's why I loved it. Start from daily cleanser, deep cleanser, toning, moisturizer, face mask, body lotion, until make up kits and tools kinda many of them.
'bout half year I had spend my time within it. Honestly, I learn much things from there ,knowledge that are uncountable ;friendship that are irreplaceable.
I feet not bear to leave it now... It's really glad that my customers are come back to me... It's glad to heard that they like Skin Food muchie as well as myself. The first thing attracted my eye sight is just like others - the cute packaging~ Oh, so cute I wanna bring all of them home with me. Can I? =P The very second thing is, the uniform! Haah I'm proud of my uniform but...not now. 'cause it was stain by me. Aikss...










我的大肥猪明天终于回来了！
hehe
=P

7th Day

7天了...
原来我们已经整整一个星期没见面了
好像...没那么想你了
是习惯了吗?
...
...呵呵
骗你的啦!
明天就是冬至了，又要一个人过
2年了...
两年没有帮妈妈搓汤圆了...
还记得以前冬至前都会搓得两手白白
冬至当天我和弟弟都会起得特别早，就是为了把那些很可爱的小汤圆一碗一碗的放在佛祖，祖先前
妈妈还说吃了一碗等于大一岁
呵...那我不已经7老80了?
想念那碗姜汤底的汤圆
虽然没味道但 就是有种说不出的感觉
现在...真的很想念
好想回到小时候
可不可以不要长大?






冬至...不快乐
='(

6th Day

6天了...
再忍耐3天
3天就好！
很想念的抱抱 但不能
心里被矛盾塞得乱糟糟的
真是糟糕
你说该怎么办?




抱? 不抱?

5th Day

被那个皱纹爬满脸的‘阿麽’骂，我想她是心里不平衡还是更年期到了。长得那副德性还有力气骂人。阿麽，好心你 一把年纪了就不要那么激动。免得脸上的纹路越陷越深。明明不是我的错！白白被你臭骂一顿 该死！放心 不需要我诅咒你 你的报应就快到了。都是你的错，害我现在看到有皱纹的安蒂就有种恐惧感 样衰！
我不希望在见到你的脸 除非我吃太饱胃撑着，看见你 呕出来会舒服很多。所以你别太伤心 你还是有用处的。哎....不行，想象着你的脸我就反胃！
不应许你出现在我眼前！倒胃口！

Bii,刚才搭的士回来那位的士司机也是一样可恶！他问我东西 我回答他，他还死命和我argue!有病！现在那些上了年纪的人都很可恶，个个来惹我！
Bii ar!我行衰运阿！要去打小人！

哥哥真的肥了超多！那个啤酒肚越来越大！omg! 我忘了和淑涵说那份礼物是我和你送的。
=P

看饱你 *很丑陋

=D

2nd & beginning of 3rd

今天的客人个个都很样衰
气死我的占100分之99！
还好回到家能和你聊天，总算 我的一天得到一点安慰
哥哥突然也找我了！很惊讶也很开心！
多久没见了啊...我算算看...从你们毕业以来把? 接近1年了...
唔...好久了！
他说 要带淑涵去玩水因为生日快到 还说一定来探望我
我期待。
想送他们礼物...该送什么好呢? 你觉得呢?

都分开3天了 还是没能习惯
没有人听我碎碎念，
没有人被我唠叨，
没有人喊腰酸要我按摩，
没有人帮我吹干头发，没有人和我抢被单，
没有人和我挤那张单人床，
全都乘一个人的独白。
Two is better that one.
那是真的。

这种日子还要过多久...?
受不了孤独...度日如年

The 2nd 'She'

She's so rude. A girl doesn't said foul languages but she did. Yes,she's absolutely did.
I believe that guys feel disgusted with. Oh GOD, how come her boy friend can stand for so long huh? I'm so wondering. He must be an alien! Human with low self-cultural.


Beautiful girls everywhere, except her. I'm sorry if I hurts her, but it's true. Advice when most needed is least heeded! Girl, don't over confident, u'll be friend with ARROGANT later on in ur destiny. Please believe so.


She keep complain others, yet she couldn't slow her steps down and look for herself. Oh, poor thing... Others might be teasing her. Everyone hope that they can be somebody outstanding. Not just a small character. Don't u think so huh? I beat she dream everyday and night, finally she get one! Oh ya, through the fastest growth media! ...Yet, the result seems like not so favorable...  pity u... So, don't just saying others, don't u want to become famous also?! Be on one's good behavior, a woman must continually watch herself.


Busy body had become her personality. That's is others business, he's not her friend. No need to comment more.


I also don't have the right to comment u.
zip my mouth turn on with my hands.
=)
My bi will know who she is. Gimme 5!

my bf and baby. *day dream-ing

cute*

1st Day

今天的你还好吗...?发烧好点了没?可恶的痘痘有没有消了点?


真是把我给吓死了 才不是你说的骨痛热症
还说什么如果进医院 死了 呸呸呸
医生说是每个人都无法避免的‘水痘’
还给你两个星期的病假?!
意思就是 我们被隔离两个星期?!
意思就是 我们这两个星期不能见面?!
意思就是 这两个星期我得自己一个人生活?!
意思就是 我要适应两个星期没有你的日子?!
...天！ 要我的命！

唔...我是高风险群...
和你睡同一张床，盖同一张被，呼吸着一样的空气...
死定了啦！会很丑的...！
看你，到时要照顾我 不可以嫌我丑！
否则...要你买多Hello Kitty, Melody 给我！
买到你破产！看你怕不怕


从朋友（姐妹）那A来的休假日 *好自私
只为了打扫房间那么简单?!
因为 我想一个人在家‘适应’一下没有你的空间
那会是怎样?

许久 都没有逛街了*谁来约我?
这个休假日又是自己一人渡过
好想大声说‘我要出街！’
都快被闷成宅女了

没怪你的意思
面子书见 *就算脸被爪破也会爱你

还想去一次

会来的

一大早就一直喊累 累 累到刚刚踏入家门的那一刻, 瞌睡虫全都跑了 很神奇吧? 我也觉得不可思议呢! = )
双眼粘在小白, 一刻都不想离开 聚集会神的打着我的博客 不知道为什么就是想写写东西
或许是最近发生的事让我有种'感触良多'的感觉...
一个是自己的幸福...另一边是自己的未来... 如果两者只能选一的话，我该何从做决定? 心里的秤子每分每秒都在衡量着 混乱 真的好混乱 如何是好? 我该为‘谁’留下?是‘他’ 还是‘它’? ....够了！快被折腾死了！世事无完美 这我晓得 两者兼得 不可能！无论选谁都是错！
每天嘻嘻哈哈的也不是办法...想改变却不知从何做起...是惰性作怪吧?  我想也是。
其实梦想真的需要勇（永）气和自信才能兑现。
说真的 有时候 我真的很想不顾一切就这样为了我的梦想而去 *...某人一定会为了这句话伤心...对不起 忍受不了他人的恶评 我受够了！真的！是痛苦的 是煎熬的
到底我的会落在何年何月呢? 如果它这一辈子都不属于我的呢? 那该如何是好? 一事无成吗? 难道说麻雀真的不会变成凤凰? 那只是痴人说梦话?
妈妈果然英明 她说过，等工作稳定了在谈恋爱也不迟
我就被卡在这困境中
但
从没后悔过爱上他，是他 认知我  一度认为他是全世界最疼我的人 不愿离开他；更不愿他的离开...这是我俩的事情...不能自私 他也在外头辛苦的打拼着...
好吧
就这么决定吧
我要执行我们的约定！不能违约 这不是我的作风 *某人也一样哦
21后才煩吧！

坚强爱哭不聪明 善良又任性

帅

Unlike Unfair Unhappy

where is my luck...?
I'm waiting so long for U...
Why U keep playing hide and seek with me?
I'm too tired for that...
I don't know how long can I stand for it...no idea...
Just let it be...

where is the fairness and justice...?
I couldn't see it
May be it's just an illusion
For those who are naive like me...
It's NOT belongs to this world... same as me too...
I'm not the person...

where can I find my luck...?
Does it control under God...?
I'm a loyal prayer...
I pray hard day and night...
So why, He wouldn't responded to my inner cry...?

where can I find the fairness and justice...?
Does it under power of the judge...?
Why they treated me like this...? Unfair!
What is the shit slogan He created?
What is the mean about that?!
It's just benefit them, NOT us!

unlike.

会很好

把花洒的温度扭到最热  冲走一切焦虑不安

心灵的最深处小声地说着不要害怕，不要慌张...

都顺其自然吧 一平常心去对待

我会很好的

累计了经验,就是为了这次

我有了新的力量！

都看我的了！

要一直这样微笑下去

看我和Ryan King 的合照，他会支持我

当然

少不了的还有我挚爱的亚纶

哈

死38

U louzy poor thing!

I saw her on the way back. She's still looks the same, oh poor thing!
She's dress up like an aunt?! Wearing a pink top and a white color bell-bottom trouser with a black high heel! Oh  GOSH! Nowadays, did u see any one wear like this? She so out dated! No wander she wanted to copy me. Okay, I can understand 'cause nobody let her copy right now!
Oh my God! I just can't stop my words from criticize her! I CAN'T! 

bitch! stain my eyes.

I can't guarantee that she never view my blog, 

She will be the first who view my blog everyday, I guess so.

Let it be. I didn't scare of U either!

U bitch! Stay away from my sight!

my thought of the day

I knew she is feeling well from the judge of her voices. She is still worry about my future. She asked me to give up of chasing my dreams 'cos it's a mission impossible for me. She just want me to find a constant job with a favorable salary and a safety environment. *but danger is everywhere! Mom, u need to know. Don't worry, I'll be fine.


不吃点苦哪来的苦中苦，甜中甜？


I felt shame on myself. Until now, what do I get the result for her? I just too naive, too childish. Yet I feel not reconciled to give up! There are too many people ready to laugh at us. I must do something different! Tho' the road is still far, but I believe it will comes to me one day.


不要像玻璃那樣脆弱，而應像水晶一樣透明，太陽一樣輝煌，鑽石一樣堅強。

'...just now i cut my hand very deep, then I faint' He sent this to me.
The first things come into my mind is 'cut' 'hand' 'deep' 'FAINT'??!! so serious??!!
I thought he was get hurt badly until he faint? Gosh
Keep calling him yet couldn't get. Don't he know I'm worried?
...
All right, he was calling me back at final.
I asked him whether can take a MC and rest at home?
He said 'I cut my hand accidentally, I saw those blood bleeding like non-stop I felt faint afterward, is like my face become pale and couldn't stand straight. After take a rest and plaster by friend I feel much better...So, I still can continue my job.'
I was like 'cheh!'. It seems like 'small case' what... * not sure if my heart feel arching when I saw him
=P

he said he look ugly in this picture. Yea I know. =P

so...u're now become the 'cutest' ever! say HI to lil rabbit 

^^

=*(

Stupid ulcers make me so painful!
I'm starving yet couldn't put anything into my mouth, it makes me No appetite.
Hardly to smile, talk , brush my tooth even wash my face also will lead to the painful from mouth.
I couldn't have any face expression. FML
*Dislike

Bibi help me!
D'=

D'=

We cannot live without friendS. They were there to make u happy, share your happiness, the one to talk to...yet,when u're in trouble, which friend/S still stand beside u and told u 'don't worry, I'll be there for u'? Who? I answer u, NO ONE. Is definitely NO ONE! Except the ONE who really care for u. *I'm too afraid to be that person, because I can't help him at all. ='(
I think it'll be a SUPREME long night for me. I couldn't get into bed perhaps.
I don't wanna my beibii to sleep in the locker of the hotel...
I don't wanna sleep alone without him by my side...
I couldn't do anything to help him...
=*(
Yet...I just can let it be...



unhappy.

Greedy people

Greed is the fault found in all human beings. No matter u're Chinese, Malay, Indian, Arabian or other races. I sincerely see through these shortcoming from them. I hate this shortcoming seriously!
They will start complaining and start to critic and compare too. Okay okay,customer is always right. *WTH bull shit
The daughter is exactly same as the pattern of the mother. GREED and STINGY! And uhh the face bold as the brass! Aduh, I have no eyes to see them. Hey aunt, do u know that u look so 'ugly' when u request for more samples? Do u realize that? Don't make people hate u off okay?
Since I'm still small, mama already told me that no to become greedy people. Not good Not good. Teacher said cannot cannot. But still they do the same thing. No wonder her daughter follow her footsteps. Aikss, pity them.
Is it the way for me before I become a great person? The lesson about the shortcoming of human behavior. All right, if it's a lesson that I 'must' learn, I have nothing more to say. That's it.

回家

心情处于灰色地带. 没有一件值得庆祝的事

陪着我的只有这杯没营养的泡面

忘了多久没回家看看亲爱的妈妈,姐姐和弟弟了…他们也应该很想我吧

兴致勃勃的想回家,可是又再一次地让我失望了…

得知不能回家的那一霎那,泪泉轻轻地被拨动了一下

但,我还能忍.

仿佛灵魂已经脱离了躯壳,不再是我的了

散漫的走着,只有我一个人.好孤独.好想哭.

好想念妈妈.想念我的家. 想念家里的一切.

迁就工作时间…

要不是因为生存,工作来干嘛?

贝比问我,为何我那么伤心?

原因无他,很简单.

“想念”

只有家人才给得到的”归属感”.

“下次”又会落在何时?

真的不要太久,我怕我受不了.

没有家真的很可怕.那种感觉你不懂.

18.10.10                                                                                                                                           

如何是好

矛盾,恍惚,不安...
该如何是好.
我的未来与他,谁才是最重要?
也许我不该衡量.
放弃了他等于放弃了我自己.
但是...我的未来呢?
不想永远窝在这里.
想改变,把一切不可能换作可能!
现在是时候吗?缘分是否已到?
我该如何是好?
难道真的不能两全其美?非选者不可?
我的天!
哪里一步才是对?
应当是他们选者我而不是我选者他们,是这样没错吧?
但...我的他该怎么办?

Miss blog-ing

I want to blog so much but this is NOT the right timing.
how sad it is.
='(

Too naive.

I'm the stupid naive.
I was wondering all kind of good things will come to me certainly. I'm wrong! Too wrong to have that perception! May be start from earlier I should know, knew that I'm not qualified for that.
That will become true once in my dream. Don't think that I'm enough for that. Don't ever try to do so! How foolish am I huh?
Why, why I couldn't speak out and become more sociable like others? Do I born with that? ...Nope! I just too scare of anything! Brave-less.
Next time, will that be really okay?
All right all right, that's not my strength.
Dreaming without action is my style.










My life is just like a mist. Couldn't catch it.
I'm not sure when will I give up. I can pretend nothing in front of people but not U.
Need U right now.

Kitty Cat

I met with somebody that so-called 'special' for me.
They gave me a memorable working times, I won't feel any sadness when I work with them. I so hope that I still have a chance to work under them. Yet I know, working as a full timer is better that a temporary. So, I give up. *honestly, I'm kinda sad with that
That's untimely. ='(
But...
At lease, I gave them a visit. They were very surprising when they first saw me. Their still didn't forgot to show their regard towards me. *I'm happy, they didn't forgot me!
First time I went there I couldn't see my 'boss' and that Ramen chef. *kinda disappointed  Second time I went there also the same.  *we no fade isn't? ='(
While I'm busy with my work, I saw a familiar face pass by. My first thought was move myself forward and I said 'Hi' to him! He really surprising when he saw me~ He said he's working at the Hokkaido Food Fair, I answered him that I already went there yesterday but I couldn't see him. He was in a rush so I just let him go. Hmmp... We didn't have a good opportunity to talk to each others huh.
Meanwhile, he came up all the way to 4th floor to gave me a pen! For me, it's Not just a pen. It's also mean another kind of 'loving' for me. I love that pen SUPREME! It's Hello Kitty ♥. Kitty cat is eating Ramen~ Awwww~ How come he knew that I love Kitty cat huh? X )
hehes
Some more, the pen is a limited edition from Hokkaido~ *北海道限定 ♥.

i'm Off

Oh my precious off day has been wasted by me...!wth
As usual, I sleep until noon. After finished all my tiring housework, focus on my xiao bai! 
Not yet having my lunch! What to eat? Laziness has come to me again.I want to go out from my square room n my rectangle com la! Who's free? ... Nobody answering me.
Wanna out out out la!
Without beibii, my life is like BLANK?! *he is so important to me
Nobody accompany me gai gai, nobody talking to me, is NOBODY!
Soon, I might be same as MaG Mian, she's an Otaku right now! =P
All right, I know I must read the document. Already promised to myself review it when I'm free.

Hoo... *yawning
Back to my bed is the right choice.

It's all right...

What I want to say is, this is Not the right timing.

May be next time.

It's all right.

Live in the present Life

It doesn't show any 'relaxing' mood when I started my full time job. Everyday follow the working shift, sometimes I need to wake up early n sometimes I don't. Tho' it sounds like a 'mechanical life' but it's NOT for me. I still can enjoy while working as I can learn the knowledge n some specific words. It's useful for me myself n I can use it on future! Never afraid to learn something new~
But......I'll never give up on what I'm expect n my dream. It still occupy my space of thinking! So ya, just enjoy my new life n live in the present life!

Be happyyyy!

Hey~ I'm gonna to upload some new pic~ Wait for me! ; )

blur-ing

hey,我的贝比今天不知道脑子里在想什么？整个人很blur
今天明明是下午才上班，可是他7早8早就起身
他根本忘了今天还是做下午班，6点半起身就出门了
搭了train，就在他工作附近的地方他‘突然’想起了今天还是上下午班阿。
打个电话问同事，咦，原来还真的是上下午班。
然后，就一个人可怜兮兮的再搭train回来。
无言 =_=lll
在回来的路途中他还不忘打包了我最爱的nasi lemak耶！
哈 算他没有白费，至少还为我买了早餐~
到家他开了房门我都没有知觉 *我很累，原谅我
直到他抱我，呃，没打算离他。他摇了我两下，清醒了！
“...你怎么回来了？”
“...我忘了今天是上下午班啦！本来想留在那里的，可是我很想你就回来了。” 呼 我还以为被人炒鱿鱼了，吓死

“...睡到猪酱，连我开门都不知道。如果有人对你做了什么都不知道”

“...不会的啦。” 是人是猪，我还分得清楚。=P
 ...
继续会周公。

Thought of the day.

Soon, I'm no longer an idler. No more Facebook, blogger so frequently.
May be, the time spend with beibii will reduce too...?
My first long term employment will start from now on.
I got my own job tho' this is not my dream job. I'll enjoy it as I like the uniform?! haah
Wearing clothes that I like will make me feel happy yah~
Of course more than that, the products too.
Anyway, wish me luck.

She's gonna back to Taiwan. We just went out for lunch, McD again. =P
tho' we're not very close to each others, future that might be a YES. Who knows?
We already promised to meet with each others next time in Taiwan. *hope so
Before she back she text me a message, she asked me to be confident, our future is on our own hands!let's cheer up! She's sincere from her heart. Glad to have a friend like her--> Miss Wu Li Min

regrets of didn't take pic with her :'(

Tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow I won't be here, gonna back to my mama's side. More than 3 months I didn't back home, wth I'm not an obedient daughter.

Will leave my beibii alone once again...... *don't cry ya bii

Opps, I'm the one who cry out first?!

="(

Oh ya, just received a sweetest message ever!
'...Some time i will think. Y i love u. But dun care why. I wil love u forever. Muakz...'
Opps, it's from my King! How sweet is it?! *lam sei la, beibii
hmmp...he is talented in writing love letter too ya. Can I consider as my first 'love letter'?
X )

 

Ɩ κиσω, ʋ ℓσʌɛ мɛ ιƨ мσяɛ тнαи Ɩ ℓσʌɛ ʋ. Always 0(^ 3^)0

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Finally i'm home. I really miss my beibii, my baobao, my pillow, my blanket...and all the things in KL! OMFG I don't realize that I LOVE KL actually! =P
I was wondering why does people loved to sleep in the air-con room? I was sleeping in the SUPREME cold air-con room, makes me shivering!
I get a conclusion that staying in the cold place can reduce ur weight within 2 to 3 kg! I have experienced it by myself. Go to try out if u want~ Anything happen on u, don't blame me. ;P

*tata

Cunning old fox Vs Smartest leopard

I'm disappear for so long!
wake up early morning to go for work. This job is quite easy as u're used to it. I just need to face the com a whole days. My eyes was damn tiring actually. Yet, I'm aim for the 'salary' paid by the boss! money greedy! Yes, I'm certainly am! Never deny!
 

inside the washroom again. ;P

...
the so-called 'accountants' don't even know how to do the simplest division?! wth??!!
may be i might asked my lil' brother to be their teacher. simple Maths like this also don't know how to count ar?? I think they should go back to standard one lah! stupid fella!
'...I'm sorry, I counted wrongly...' the LAME excuse they used.
bull shit la! don't try to bluff us!
I used to call them as the beasts in human form!!
He's a cunning old fox. Be careful to next 'victim'(s).
May GOD bless u. Amen.

If U feel not convince with my words, please come to me.
I'm standing here.
I bet U not dare! blekk!

22

今天又是一个值得纪念的日子
来到了第22个月
我们的爱依然不变
贝比最好 ♥

我在等待

期待着

...

那天的到来.

对/错

决定对与否

我不晓得

后悔?自责?

不是这个时候

就这样吧...

都已经决定好的事就别再犹豫

犹豫只会让人更混乱

为了更好的未来

这会是最好的决择

...

Nothing special

had my bowl of Honey Stars plus Marigold milk as my breakfast
what a healthy lifestyle i had.

yesterday, my dearest Emily stay over my room. 'cause she need to work as it's easier for her to stay at here. She will stay with me 'bout 1-2weeks. As she  reached here, we start chit chatting non-stop. *our friendship never fade yea~ Haah! beibii beh tahan us la. I am so excited that she know how to purchase online! WHOA~ what a good news to me ya~ so, next time i can do it myself lo, no need to ma fan my MaG Ying. Later on, we start viewed the online boutique. I'm already aim for many clothes, shirts, skirts, dress, and so on! it's too many! My God, pity my beibii. He is the one who will spend the money and buy those clothes for me! ;P Anyway, we will buy it if we have money, but NOT now. Haiz... it's okay, since we are broke. 3'=  Hey, many story i can '8' with Emily~ X ) It had been a really long time i didn't talk until all my saliva being dried out la! hehe But beibii always be the 'victim', 'cause we talk until midnight...no, it's until we are ready for bed and still non-stop talking! beibii can't sleep well. sorry ar beibii...='( I know he will understand me one~ It's just a 'start' for us leh, still got 'gillions' hours for us to chit chat! ;P

Oh! Nearly forgot something! I might put an aeroplane to my course-mates. Sorry my dear friends. Most properly I couldn't attending the gathering. I got some stuffs to do and I'm not sure 'bout the time.SORRY ya...

Hmmmp...tomorrow will be another day that i was 'expecting' for so long! so, what do i expected? Actually, I'm so scared 'bout the exam! Who loves exam la?! haiz... tho' I must bear with it! Just be cool, be calm...then everything will be okay! Trust myself yea! As I know, my lovely hubby Ya Lun will always by my side~ *my sick still not recovering yet, forgive me.

Okay, nothing much for today. *kinda bored I know.

slut

she was ignored my existed?  it's hurts me honestly.
I'm really care, and I do.
may be she just realize that it's not important at once?
tho' her actions was freakin' nettlesome!
irritatin' my sight of vision! sh*t
I just showed my concern to her,
she give me back the f*kin' sh*t face.
I think she's tryin' the level of my temper. don't play a fool on me! u slut!
the person who successfully made me into mad is just a GENIUS.
'hey, u did a GOOD JOB!' 
let's in-title her as COPY CAT No2, she deserved!
such an idiot who likes to copy!
One is enough, here comes the second one!
a bitch who think she's beautiful? gorgeous?
Bah! disgustin' la wei!
I can pretend nothin', I'm a good actress in life.
I'm NOT to ABUSE!
don't ever try to ask me who is it. I'll never tell u.

Hey, J.

Pink color is just a sweet, cute and nice color.
as I know,
most of my friends beside me LOVED it crazily!
I'm also ONE of them.
but...
one day, I found out that
a girl HATE PINK color like hell.
she is an unique girl,
I can laugh non-stop because of her 'great sound effect'
=D
she HATE those stuff with PINK, STRAWBERRY either.
queer duck, ;P
so, I have decided to make her fall in LOVE with PINK color~
wei, Miss Jennifer Aw ar,
PINK color, STRAWBERRY is very cute stuff leh,
don't reject them okay?
as people said, 'PINK color is the BEST FRIEND of GIRLS'
 X )

P/S:just want to make u in trouble, ;p
don't get angry.

♥

最爱看网路漂亮美眉的照片了
总觉得每次看了之后，
心情就大好 ♥
看看她们的妆容，衣着打扮，拍照技术等
都好好看哦...
可惜我都学不来，
应当向她们看齐 ^^
她们尽用些名牌
香奈儿，LV，Gucci 啦
很好奇为什么她们可以那么富有？
可能是模特儿之类的吧
你们不觉得用自己赚来的钱买名牌是件很酷的事吗？
每一位都是大眼，挺鼻，标准的鹅蛋脸，让人喷血的身段
还有还有修长笔直的美腿！
超羡慕的吧？
可以说是‘完美’

好爱这种欧洲风的设计
已经和贝比达成协议了，
以后我们的新房的主题就是这个！
呵呵
蕾丝，绸缎花边的床单，花花样的壁纸，很欧洲风的家具
噢，简直疯了！
;P
属于我的设计
贝比，我不准你忽视我的创意！
要认同我！
呵呵
*不好意识，有点霸道
X )

just nice

finally, i changed my layout!

damn happy wei

= )

i know it may crushed with other people,

yet,

i know how to change already 

i'm satisfied.

...

sometimes, our mood will influence by the words of others.

this call 'emotional' right?

when u are praising by people, 

ur heart will leaping very fast 

u can't control it.

those words will keep appearing in ur mind.

this is the BIG power of praising. 

just nice .♥

don't be a stingy to praise people, may be someday u will be treated by those beautiful words too. 

my beibii is so cute. love him more more n more ♥.

无力

我都系钟意黑色多滴。
算la,
唔改la...

激死

朝早就呗一个莫名其妙ge人激到

真系ar

姖有没问题ar?

痴线geh

一直问我系唔系住‘旺角’

我同姖讲，I'm Malaysian.

姖仲系听唔明白

仲要我打中文tim!

激死！

好la,我打佐我系马来西亚人

仲问我系唔系住‘旺角’！

OMG！ 

我唔知dim同姖沟通ar!

好似我同姖讲外星语gam

激死la！！

...

死38

头先吃佐一块糕点...

那个味道真系...好 难 吃ar!

有点奇怪la...

好似有点臭梭味gam样

好挂住Segamat ge味道

好_想快点返屋企ar...

唄你们睇下我ge素颜

 吓死你们

 Take 1

仲有一张

Take 2

我ge黑眼圈系唔系好重leh?

好似鬼gam样

再唄你们睇下‘小白’既系我ge电脑wall la

系我及亲ge beibii 呀

蒋蒋~

系唔系好可爱leh?

我好钟意哩张ar...!

beibii一定会吓到~

你睇我，想beibii想到痴jor线

我要KISS那个monitor screen la

病到好紧要严重

beibii ar,你钟唔钟意ar?

你睇我哩一个‘衰样’

系唔系好好笑leh?

好似傻佬

睇下睇下我ge长发

仲唔够长！再长低！

好la, 掰掰la

下次再来la~ muacksss~

p/s: 突然想用广东话来表达

很奇怪

X )

是雨天

外面正下着毛毛细雨呢.
有没有把你给淋湿了?
对不起...
没能给你撑伞。
要你彻彻底底的被雨淋
好无情的雨啊...
尽然那样对我的 贝比。
...
总觉得雨天能给我那么一点点的启发
那一颗颗的小水珠是否真的能牵动人心？贝比说过：“...女生都爱写部落格”
是啊。
不过这是为什么呢？
因为女生很简单，像个小孩
只要你给她一颗糖，她就能开心个老半天
相反的，
她的怒火也会因为你一点的不细心而促动
...
我呀，
现在正想着你呢。
你可能没时间吧？是时候准备开工了。
你可能会被我气死吧？
这个时候不睡觉，跑来打部落。
他连想睡觉都不敢奢望。
...厚...我还真是生在福中不知福。
可以一觉到屁股被太阳晒才起身。
...
冷冷的空气
在这时候并不讨喜
我已经围了一圈的被子还是那么的冷
需要你的抱抱
你快回来...

我想你。

=*(

kek sei ar!!!
stupid C-box don't let me to post a comment!
don't even know how to edit my own layout!
aiksssss!

《 留我在身邊そばにいるね》

精神支柱

迷失的羔羊又来到了十字路口

人生的转戾点

她感觉到世界末日仿佛即将来领

不安 恍惚已成为了她最要好的朋友

接下来  她该往哪走？

有谁能给与她正确的指引？

或许

这才是上天给她最严格的一次考验

她必须通过

没有人能为她指引谜路

努力

她必须努力！

只有靠自己最实在！

 

她知道亚纶会支持 她。

 *病得还真不轻啊

connected

I was surprised that all my friends around me is just like affiliated with each others?!

I want to say,世界真的好小.

We were all connected by a small line among one and other.

能看见我的未来么...？
长大了...不能在用哭的了...
勇敢面对吧!

mature = old ?

I'm quite 'flexible' 

hmmp...

please don't get wrong the meaning am I trying to say

I'm flexible at my exterior appearance.

sometimes,

I had been told that I'm looking younger then my actual age *that's the thing I like the most

arigatougozai masu

but,

sometimes,

people said that I'm looking older then my age.

MATURE instead of it. 

=_="'

how come?

because of my make up? hair style? or...???

I don't really like to be call like that.

it sounds really olddd!

...

people said if you've been told matured before 25-year-old, means that ur action or the way of thinking is mature.

on the other hand, if u're told after 25-year-old, then I got to say 'congratulation' to u. 

'cause u're  now in the 'OLD WOMAN/ MAN' batch.

so, it can be count as a GOOD deed to me. isn't?

okay,

i got to accept the FACT. 

一副‘晴天霹雳’的 look

哎哟喂呀！

hmmmp...

臭贝比

回来不到半个小时又出去了...

去了朋友的聚餐 

 又一个人在家

除了四面墙，还多了个四四方方的小白。

还不赖吧？ *自我感觉非常良好~

那毕竟是嫌少的聚餐，我没反对。

就...你知道的  会闷。

算了，

反正他的明天都是我的。 *笑

一个星期就只有那么的一天而已

要好好珍惜才行啊。

贝比，我都做足了准备哦~

指甲油，衣服，裙子还有鞋子都配合得到耶。

你说，我是不是天才？

呵呵

果然看了那么多集的《女人我最大》没白费~

好期待明天~

拜托明天一定要天晴，我可不想我的鞋子又淹水啊！

会心痛你知道吗？

...

一个人时总会感触良多，

我最爱的古典乐《卡农》就让我觉得自己好有气质哦~

呵呵呵

*再次的自我感觉超良好

X ）

我 到底是在干吗？

每天都觉得是在虚度光阴

我永远是那种讲的第1，行动最后的人

空想却没付诸于行动

做什么事都提不起劲

看着他人一个个成功的达成他们想要的愿望

反过来看看自己

我是那么的  落后。

如果是龟兔赛跑，

我肯定是那只乌龟

那只永远跟在兔子屁股后的那只乌龟。

还真是无能为力啊

恐怕，

这种‘懒惰病’连阿弥陀佛都不想打救我了吧？

我也只能选择 ‘自救’了！

如何？

T__T

看吧，丞琳也很无奈。

my funny beibii

beibii asked me '...bi, how to spell 'breakfast' ar?'
ohhhhhhh~
'...bibii ar, what kinda job are u working now?, 'Breakfast' also don't know how to spell ar?' I reply him.
I'm very straight forward.
X )
in a fraction of a second, '...BREAK then FAST lo...' i answered.
'...no no, no this one la, is a name of a song' beibii said.
then i saw him type some words and search for the song name in the music box.
'...Bre.........' after that, I saw a name pop out in the screen
"Shayne Ward -- BREATHLESS"
ohhhhhhhh~
ahahahahahahahaha
I just realize that beibii is searching for this song.
LMAO
i can't stop from laughing...!!!
beibii pronounce the BREATHLESS wrongly!
i thought he said BREAKFAST.
hahahahaha


=D
bibii, i just wanna share this out but not to embarrassing u ya
not hard feeling k?
mmwakkkk

奈奈かわいい

'...Nihon-Jin desu ka?'

'...hai...!'

...

我希望我是。

被误认为是日本人我最开心 

更别说是被日本人称赞~

心花怒放阿 心花怒放~

=D

 最近超爱她们

鈴木奈々

chu chu~ 眼睛会说话

kawaii~ 

还有

河西美希

瓜子脸，水汪汪大眼~

かわいい❤

Ar**ian guys

I don't like Ar**ian guys honestly.
When they look at my eyes,
I can see the 'lusty' sparkling flash through their eyes...
I don't know why.
is it because of they have a pair of 'beautiful'/ 'attractive' eyes??
may be.
but,
it is not 'ATTRACTIVE' for me.
they seems like wanna something 'dirty' with u.
eiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
disgusting...!!!
they always asked for mobile number, give you a call, called you 'BABY' as well!
GOSH....!

an Ar**ian guy passed by...

"...hey, babe..."

my GOD!

he gave me the creeps!

偏食

Fresh Look

FreshLook Illuminate.

好想试戴看看哦...

丞琳使者。

想拥有和她一样的迷人眼睛~

我的女神。

呵呵

心情不好；还是身体不适，

只要看她一眼

病痛马上消失。

她是我的神奇良药。

X )

“猪”先生和“猪”小姐

“猪”先生送我的第1份礼物。 一只像他一样傻傻的猪。

“...喂,干嘛以身相许？” X ）

看呗,我还是很爱它的。都被我亲到湿漉漉了！用我的口水帮你洗洗澡~

“猪”先生说：“可爱的“猪”小姐。” =_=|||

麻烦把后面的“猪小姐”delete。先赞美，后踩人。贝比还比我高招

 咬“你”！不听话的后果

很肥！我不敢...！X ）

喜爱的杂志 No.1

也喜爱我的小脸，秘诀在于“玛奇亚米”丞琳瘦脸霜。

梦寐以求的小脸全靠它

多多支持~

BB霜的效果意外惊奇的好！

肌肤粉嫩粉嫩~

“...不用吃苹果，不用睡饱饱，也能拥有水嫩的苹果肌。” 很熟悉的台词

X ))

贝比知道

=D

好吧，

我承认，

我是自.恋.的。

*MaG 们“我们”所谓的自恋，

自己爱恋自己。

his birthday ♥

he is 22-year-old
this year would be the most simply ordinary birthday for him.
i bought a small piece of cup cake as his birthday cake.
feel sorry to him.
...
yet i still be able to give him a surprise.
X )
this plan is completed with the corporation of  his two brothers. *thanks ya
i should said sorry to his sister and her boy friend too...
i'm making use of their time, trustworthy as well
...
his sister was already made a date to dine with us after i finished my work
on the same time, his brother text me a message
i know, this is a great opportunity to give him a surprise *evil smile
as they confirm the place, i text them afterward without his knowing.
we order our food, drinks
eating our food stuffs
minute by minute...
they still haven't reach yet
i'm just like an ants on a hot pan
we are going to leave the place soon...!
they still on the way and will reach here in 5 minutes time!
what to do? what to do??
"...wanna back home now?" his sister asked
"...okay." he answered
OMG!!!
don't...! don't...!
all of the sudden, something is flash over my mind
i got an idea
"...bii...我的脚好象麻痹了..." *i should write in mandarin so u can imagine 
"...erm...okay" they all believe me~
WOW~ great~i don't know that my acting skill is very fidelity!!
ahahaha
i give myself 99.9%
X ))
after a few minutes...
"...let's go" his sister said again
OMG OMG
what should i said this time???
"...bii...还是很痛不能动..." my GOD, i was wondering y am i so clever..?
X )
his sister asked me to make a move on it, if not it will not be cure
wuwuw
GOD save me please... T__T
......
soon after this...
somebody was appear~
huuu....
finally...i took a deep breath in my heart.
yet, beibii is slow-minded.
after chit chatting with his brothers then just realize that i'm cheating on him!
hahaha * LMAO
his brothers said my idea was suck...!
WTH??
i'm trying my best already.
if not what to say?
hehe
i'm clever isn't?
BIG applause for myself~

smallest ever 

emmm...beibii is addicted to this two cup cakes.

"...gonna to feed my stomach!" simple like this.

let's kissss the cakes 

arrrrm...!

mwahhh

beibii,

congratulation~u get a job that u want!

i'm glad to hear that.

i'll keep going on with my dream.