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It's middle of the January, so it means that Chinese New Year is around the corner... Unlike others,I don't like this so-called 'joyous season'. Freaking HATE it! I know, I'm a weird do.
This is the time make mama so headache. She need to spend lots of money for all the CNY stuffs. It just like throw all of ur money into the sea. All my 'lovely' relatives come all the way to give us a 'visit'. They will start to criticize mama I really don't know what's wrong with them. What the hell are their shity head thinking about?! Even my mama's own sister also same like that. May be they didn't know that they will get karma soon as their timing are right.
Of course I'll get ang pou from them too but, it's polite to give ang pou to their sons/daughters from mama's own pocket. Luckily most of them are give by HIM. : ) I can earn my own money but no need this ang pou. Yet until now, I still couldn't make her proud of me... When? When will be the right timing...? People said there will be the end of the world on May, it means that I still have 4 months to go. ... Is it possible? Hmmp.... not sure!
I just feeling insecure at home?! omg! Am I serious? ... Yea! I just could find my family love from bibii and his family. I should feel grateful yea... 








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