December will be coming. I am expecting with that, cos the PC Fair fall on this blessing month, I can work under a peaceful condition. All my friends are there. Heeh... but something inside my heart is struggling to escape! Escape about what huh?
Hmmm...
May be I feel not bear to separate with bao bei. This is the final semester for him, he is no longer the student of the college. He gonna to graduate already. Bring me along, please. I really hope somebody could bring me out from this college. For the next schooling days, I am sure I'll going to college alone. Nobody would accompany me. Wake up alone, take bus alone, take LRT alone, walk alone...and HAVING LUNCH alone?! So bad!
Originally, I though I'll accompanied by Miss Emily. Since I am not moving to Wangsa area, I got to go to college lonely. How sad...X (
I just keep study with the course that I don't actually like very much, how can I continue? If I have an authority to choose my future, I am sure I will persist in the interior design! I so love that course, but why, why would I give up? Why I don't want keep continue to persuade my mama to let me study this course?
Now, all the things just like a 'dream'. I just can 'dream' it at the night.
Somehow, I got to continue until I get my first diploma. I can't let mama feel disappointed on me, I can't do that!
So, just study aimless on this last two semester. No choice.
: (
Hmmm...
May be I feel not bear to separate with bao bei. This is the final semester for him, he is no longer the student of the college. He gonna to graduate already. Bring me along, please. I really hope somebody could bring me out from this college. For the next schooling days, I am sure I'll going to college alone. Nobody would accompany me. Wake up alone, take bus alone, take LRT alone, walk alone...and HAVING LUNCH alone?! So bad!
Originally, I though I'll accompanied by Miss Emily. Since I am not moving to Wangsa area, I got to go to college lonely. How sad...X (
I just keep study with the course that I don't actually like very much, how can I continue? If I have an authority to choose my future, I am sure I will persist in the interior design! I so love that course, but why, why would I give up? Why I don't want keep continue to persuade my mama to let me study this course?
Now, all the things just like a 'dream'. I just can 'dream' it at the night.
Somehow, I got to continue until I get my first diploma. I can't let mama feel disappointed on me, I can't do that!
So, just study aimless on this last two semester. No choice.
: (
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