Lonely December

December will be coming. I am expecting with that, cos the PC Fair fall on this blessing month, I can work under a peaceful condition. All my friends are there. Heeh... but something inside my heart is struggling to escape! Escape about what huh?
Hmmm...
May be I feel not bear to separate with bao bei. This is the final semester for him, he is no longer the student of the college. He gonna to graduate already. Bring me along, please. I really hope somebody could bring me out from this college. For the next schooling days, I am sure I'll going to college alone. Nobody would accompany me. Wake up alone, take bus alone, take LRT alone, walk alone...and HAVING LUNCH alone?! So bad!
Originally, I though I'll accompanied by Miss Emily. Since I am not moving to Wangsa area, I got to go to college lonely. How sad...X (
I just keep study with the course that I don't actually like very much, how can I continue? If I have an authority to choose my future, I am sure I will persist in the interior design! I so love that course, but why, why would I give up? Why I don't want keep continue to persuade my mama to let me study this course?
Now, all the things just like a 'dream'. I just can 'dream' it at the night.
Somehow, I got to continue until I get my first diploma. I can't let mama feel disappointed on me, I can't do that!
So, just study aimless on this last two semester. No choice.
: (

小小空间，大大快乐

在冷飕飕的大半夜里搬家
刺骨的寒风对我一点影响力也没有
汗水沁湿了外衣，怪恶心
无力的手臂又如何？
还是得靠自己搬完
更是心疼宝贝...
出尽了蛮力把大堆大堆的东西搬光
没有他，我不行

到处都是尘埃，惹我全身发痒
洗刷洗刷完毕
恢复从前亮白
从此，告别陪我度过半年的房子
没有不舍；反而开心

小小的空间，满满的都是我们的宝
听话的成例在属于他们的位置
不像从前，干净得没话说
看看我们的小窝，只属于“你” 和 “我”
不被打扰，感觉超棒

全身的酸痛换来的快乐
很有成就感，很满足。

还有，今天是我们在一起一年又两个月
爱你~<3

无奈 :(

该说什么呢？
都已经不重要了

友谊...可笑的字眼
竟是那么的脆弱

反正，都已经不重要了... :(

可爱的家伙

Somebody is very happy. He got new shirts.
It is just a simply T-shirt but can make him happy like this.
真是容易满足的家伙。

As he is trying the shirts, he keep asking me:"...will it too big?" "...is it suits me?"
Hmmm... See, he so 'aunty'
有时候 真的有点受不了他。

But, he quite a long time didn't buy new shirts for himself already...
Instead he always bought new one for me.
我很霸道。

He said he want bought this shirt because of me.
Cos I said before, I LOVE to see him wear T-shirt.
HaaaH.
很甜。

Bao bei's embrassing event

I have a story to tell. It is about my bao bei again. X )
He did a funny thing again.
Yesterday we were going back from Wangsa Maju LRT Station to my living place at Taman Melati, then he went to buy the one way ticket. I don't know whether he is still in councious or not, then he straight away told the seeling tickets girl:"...Wangsa Maju dua.."
After he said this he still haven't realize that he is saying the wrong thing. Then I keep seeing him and correct him back: "Taman Melati la.."
I saw the selling tickets' girl wanna laugh at him, but she not dare to do so. But I can't control myself cos it is too funny. He felt so embrassed, but I can't stop laughing. XD
Stupid bao bei. X ) but is cuute~ ^ 3^

Money

Yesterday I was working at Jusco Mid Valley. The working time is short as I never work such this short period before. Feel so good~ Start working at 12 o'clook and finished at 8 at night.

I reached there quite early in the morning, cos still need to briefing and ensure I get knew that product before I promote it. But it is a simple job for me, I just need to make the coffee only. Not that one at those coffee shop used the coffee machine to grind the coffee into smallest pieces. I just needa thermos to keep it warm and then served the customers.

The coffee brand name Cafe 21. Do u heard this brand before? I don't know this brand as this time is my first time get knew it. Haah! Can't blame me also, cos I seldom drink coffee except that one can prevent constipation~ X )

That coffee was no taste at all for me! I don't know whether it is my taste buds got some problem or else. But most of the customers said that coffee was very bitter! For me, it is just plain as a mineral water. No taste at all. Except one girl, she's opinion same as me. Haah! My bosom friend~ X )

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Before I start working I need to prepare a white skirt by myself. But I asked all of my friends and the answers were just disappointed me. I almost wanna quit that job, but at the end I lend it from my pass supervisor. The second day when I saw that skirt I was just stuns at there. That skirt damn so UGLY! Urghhhhhhh! I not even dare to wear it out! Luckily my bao bei was super good~ He knew that I almost cry out because of that UGLY skirt, so he bought a new white skirt for me~ Yipee~ mmwak~ I not allow myself being UGLY in front of people! I can't accept that! I swear, I will never ever touch that kinda of skirt anymore! Hnn! Degraded my taste of wearing.
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The Jusco such a nerd place! Many rules gonna to obey! Hnnn! Hate those stupid rules! People say, rules are meant to be broken! Totally agree with that!
The management side asked me wore the shower cap as they said hygiene! Oh Gosh! That is very UGLY u know! I never wear the shower cap before even thought I am taking my bath! Now, u asked me wear that UGLY thing on top of my head! Are u CRAZY?!
Although I am not satisfied with the rules, but I have no authority to revolt them... : '(
I just can be a chickabiddy to listen to them! How sad huh?
At the night time, when I want to change back my I/C. I just walk the same way as how I get that pass, but he said this to me:" tadi kamu jalan dari mana?" I pointed my fingers and said:"...sana" "...ok, sekarang boleh tolong jalan dari tangga ini tak?..." He pointed that staircase. Oh my God! I just walk in front of u, but u just ignore me? I kept argue with him:" saya dah datang sini, boleh bagi I/C kepada saya tak? Saya kerja hari pertama saja, tak tahu peraturan sini..." Yet, he so CRUEL! He refuse to change my I/C to me! Arghhhh! Feel so angry, but I have no choice. I have to find that stupid staircase!
As I think back, can't blame them also. They just executed their devoir. We must obey the rules, but can't break them! Hnnn!
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I just get knew two new friends from there, heeh. Two of them quite funny, cheerful personality and talkative also~ Both of them have a same characteristic is they both are promote biscuits~
This a part of the happiest thing as a promoter, can get know many new friends~
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My sales quite good and I am happy to heard that, cos I never promote those foodstuff before. This time as an encouragement for me to promote. I don't want to promote the shampoo already! Very tiring job. Working time is too long! Next time should consider before start working.
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After i finished working bao bei treated me having the Korean cuisine~ Ewww~ I love that~Yummy Yummy~

Dol Sot Bi Bim order by me. Love this. This is very healthy, u know. 7 minerals included inside. No fat at all~ That's y I love~( 3

Kim Chi Jji Gae by bao bei. I tasted this before, but it is too spicy for me. Haah

I love today

Hurray~ The devil week gonna pass soon~ NO BOOKS, NO EXAMS!
Wa~ What a nice day huh?
Just relaxing my days~
Although still got some subject haven't take the exam yet, but NO SCARES, NO WORRIES! At least, the crazy Finance will leave my life soon, bybye to it. NO! Is FAREWELL! Haah... X ) (p/s: but, I still got to take the final exam...)
But I don't care now, at least I no need to see it now!
Wuhuuu~


What a lovely day is today~ : 3

Change myself

Hmmm... I am quite bored with my straight long hair already. U may called me Miss Caprice, or whatever u want to call me. I don't care, I just wanna be myself. Although, I am not that perfect enough.
But,
I LOVE MYSELF.
I start feeling bored with this hairstyle, wanna make some changes such as, perm my hair, give them a curve shape...but my hair still not so long enough. So, i got to wait for a certain time period to let them long.
Just wait and see my new changes, but that is story for future, I guess.
X )

善变

他们都说：女人很善变
我不否认
上一分钟还很烦躁
下一秒钟心情转好
啦啦啦~
这就是女生
你能奈我何？


k书了
掰.

Failure will love me

Gosh...I loss my intention to do anything!

It feels so hard! I had nobody to talk to, nobody! I had to learn to control by myself.
Exam falls on tomorrow, yet I am doing nothing instead of doing my revision!
Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
What had happened to me? I am wonder, anyone can tell me?
I can't even concentrate on my studies! When the time i saw those stupid notes, I just fall asleep.
Oh God!
I will not pray for any good results, instead I just hope tomorrow will NEVER come!
WORLD JUDGMENT DAY on tomorrow.
I am such a BITCH!
A BITCH that would CURSE the world to be disappear.
How did I become so obnoxious?

Only failure will LOVE me.

Failure always seek for excuse. Unfortunately, I am the ONE!