Mom

今年的母亲节又不能跟妈妈过了...
我知道她不奢望我送礼物给她，她只希望我能找到一份自己喜欢的工作，多存些钱不要乱买衣服！
工作最好不要太辛苦，不要太夜回家。
因为她会担心，外面坏人很多。

以前还在念书的时候，《母情节》都会成为一个话题。
老师和我们说，“妈妈很伟大，很辛苦一手把我们养大成人，以后我们长大了就一定要报答她。现在我们可以做的事就是好好读书，还有记得母亲节当天一定要比妈妈早起床，帮妈妈做完家务还有，一定要和她说，我爱你！”
每次我都觉得老师说的话很对。
我答应自己说一定要和妈妈说 我爱你，但是呢 当我好不容易准备好情绪要说的时候总是说不出口！就好像有一团棉花卡在我的喉咙间，我说不出话来。
如果说经常把‘爱’放在嘴边那该有多好！可是我们家从小就没有这种‘习惯’。
既然不敢说出来就用写的吧！

妈妈！一路以来你辛苦了。谢谢把我养得那么健康，虽然现在的我没能给你你所期待看见的我。但是请在多给我一点时间！我一定会做到的！不要太操劳自己！还有，我是很爱你的！

我希望她会知道。我是很爱她的。

Damn

My two days off pass without my acknowledgment! wth
What am I have done these days?
Blank mind!
=_=lll
Oh ya, I've gain enough of slumber~
Slept for half day, not even wanted to make up myself and hanging out! What a waste
Hmmp...
Gonna shift my time to normal,
Wake up, working, sleep. Nothing much entertainment!
No choice, that's life!
...
If u're attentive to my recent post,
U may perceive that I keep complaining 'bout my work, my life.
That's because,
I haven't get used to it.
Well,
A good excuse for myself.
...
When I'm looking back to myself,
I just realize that,
I'm too fragile and crushable.

Life!

Tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow,
It'll be a horrifying day, I guess.
Can I skip it?
NO! Definitely NO! 
It's very cruel to me man!
The sun is always shiny after downpour.
I strongly believe in that!
The important thing is,
I myself must brush up my product knowledge!
With that, I could be safe!
Hopefully!








*I know I'm the silly one,
but still,
I choose life.

Not just a story

I can feel how was the victim felt.
I experienced that from an incident just happened yesterday.
I still can feel my rapid heartbeat every time when I've thinking 'bout it.
...
A girl asked for my agreement to share a taxi, I reply with a yes.
Meanwhile waiting for our turn to the next taxi, she playing with her phone all the ways.
All of the sudden, a guy with red shirt and cap scratched her phone with quickly motion!
The girl stuck for a while, after she realized what was happening,
She run behind that robber...
I couldn't help her, I'm so sorry...
I really hope that she will be fine, lost of our property is not a big problem the important thing is make sure our life is safe!
Nothing is important than our life!
...
OMG!
Until now I still can't subside my emotion, certain thing also can trigger my alertness!
So, PLEASE  PLEASE PLEASE pay more attention to the stranger around u
They might be the next robber, u will be the next victim!
Be alert all the times!

=*(

I need a rest. SERIOUSLY!
My energy almost worn out!
3 days more to my off day...
GOD!
=((

We need a TALK

I just realized that u have a HOT temper as me!
Every single thing is very easy to trigger the fire stone of yours when u're getting tired!
Can't u give me some time to get done my stuff before helping u?
I didn't say that I refuse to do so!
U know, I used to do those thing! If u don't wish to do, please STOP IT!
Don't shown ur anger face or banging the things! They're just guiltless in this case!
Talk to me STRAIGHT AWAY! I can understand MANDARIN!
Before this, U said we need to be frank to each others!
But now? What was happening??
U didn't conduct ur promises!
All the thing u said but u broke them by urself!
As u don't like I shown my shitty face to u, I felt the same way!
Do u think 'bout this first??!!
Anyway,
just let this 'cold-war' sustain, I'll give u some time to cool down!
I really don't know what to do!
NO IDEA

Childish

人多的地方,话题多;

女人多的地方,话题更多!  

话题多了，就变成是非。

不过她们也太over了吧？

不顾他人的感受，如果是做不到或是还没肯定的事就不要先答应

有没有想过，如果事情是发生在自己身上会怎样？

出来社会大学都那么久了还不会替他人着想

这种行为很不合格，简直是幼稚！

替她们不值，一次是这样，两次还是死性不改。

到你们自己有事的时候就知道苦头了

你们可知道，

礼貌

是最基本的生存之道。

WORK

These days, I was working like hell. Stress, disappointment, confusion all comes to me. I take them as usual 'cause I just started a new job, need to be accustom with the new friends, new colleagues, new environment and new foods. For the first few days, I really felt that I'm not suitable for this service line. Luckily, bibii managed to enlighten me. He told me his experiences, I've told him '...it doesn't mean that u're happy when u're rich!' he answered me, 'u will feel unhappy 'cause u don't have money!' Ermm... he's quite accurate tho'! He knows me well! :D
After get a well rest, need to start up a new day tomorrow! They put such expectation on me, I mustn't let them down right? Gam ba tte! I know HE's always there for me!

*Ermmm... when I can get my uniform?! Haiz

它

犹豫
...
又是它
或许，最原始的才是真正的我吧
好无奈
为什么我每次都不能下定绝心的做一件事呢？
突然好怀念Skin Food 的超级好朋友们！和她们一起的时光是最开心的！
可是现在不是回头的时候...
既然已经踏出了这一步就要据续下去  不能那么柔弱！
可是啊，眼泪还是控制不了
...
不行！
一定要坚持下去！