My big day

Hey world,
say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me~
otanjobi omedeto Gozai Mazu~
sengngi chu ka he yo~
obviously, i just know this 2 foreign languages.
both of them means 'Happy Birthday'.
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arggg...
i am 19 year-old already. So hard to accept this reality.
hmm...
wish me Happy Birthday~

我不好

宁静的夜晚，言语都变少
沉默，很让人抓狂
急促的呼吸着
我知道
伤了你的心
让你哭过是我不好，不知如何是好

眼皮传来的温热
二话不说把它敷上我已红肿的眼
要永远记得你的好
抱着你痛哭
后悔慢慢蔓延
眼泪狂流，是安心；也是安慰

付出不能作比较，没有回报
你的美好会记牢
答应你的做得到
躺在你的怀里，听你的心跳
原来，
幸福是这种味道

bitch girl in the world

my bitchiness makes my eye sore
is that possible?
may be.

Working time

Huu... Damn buzy for this few days. Malays were celebrate their Raya break, but me and bao bei had to work. =_="" We suppose to have a relaxing break like them. But the money is more important to us now. We should not reject job when it comes automatically right?? So, just enjoying the working environment~ Although sometimes will feel exhausted. But, this is also consider as a part of gaining experience. Realistic world is totally different from the one u imagine. The cruelest thing may happen anytime, anywhere. U could not estimate it. U have no choice to avoid it, just can accept it by natural. Hmm... How cruel ya.

I am lucky~ I still have my bao bei working with me~ Feel not so lonely~ So, happy working luu~

Otanjobi Omedeto Gozai Masu to Mian and Derrick Khor

Heartache

"see the money flying away...heart arching..."

I just posted this to my facebook. But, everyone thought that i am buying something. Am i look alike a 'Princess' that wish to own everything in the world?? May be the answer is a -- YES!! Although my best ever Machi also thought like that. I am kinda disappointed about this. Hmm...feeling so hard. Nobody understanding me. May be i am hard to understand and acted like a 'Princess' that know nothing. I want to clarify here that I DIDN'T BUY ANYTHING! But just REJECTED A JOB! U know y,just now my supervisor made a called to me and asked me whether want to take a job of selling shower cream or not. I used to say yes! But the training day fall on my birthday. This is the first birthday that i will celebrate with bao bei, so i just can harden myself to reject this job. I am quite upset with this. This time i just need to work for a shorter period and get the same salary with last job i had worked. And so, the working place is so near to my living place. I should have no excuse to reject it. Somehow, i had to do so.
Additions, 27th of September is me and bao bei 1 year being together. If i accept the job, it would be unfair to bao bei and he will get angry too. Although he said he will respected my final decision...but i know he wasn't mean like that! I knew.
Just let the money flowing through my fingertips... Just let it... But then, y my heart still arching non-stop?? Y?? Could anybody there tell me y??
Bybye m.o.n.e.y

xiao bai is coming back~

I am super duper happy now~My xiao bai is recovering~ She can singing now~I love to listen to her singing~Ewwww... Thanks bao bei' s friend~
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Yesterday night, me, bao bei and his friend went to KLCC watched 'Final Destination 4'. I felt that this movie was just so-so only. Not scary and disgusted as the previous one. Is that a real 'Final' ?? I am wondering.
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Haa...i like to take photo inside the toilet~ The lighting was just well-done to take a nice photo...and i am too shy to take photo in front of those strangers~ So, the toilet is the most suitable place for me to take a picture~XD U guys can also have a try ya~
pretending to be a Japanese~