Sunday, October 11, 2009

一个人进行曲

一个人醒来
一个人刷牙
一个人洗脸
一个人化妆
一个人吃早餐
一个人出门
一个人做工
一个人...

一个人,感觉超差
我没用,不行没有你
习惯了两个人

等你回来。

Friday, October 9, 2009

Assign 'mental'

raining outside there
my heart is brimming with hateness
this is the best moment for me to have my sweet dream
yet
i had to wake up an early morning for the purpose to discuss the so called
ASSIGNMENT
damn it!
spoil my wonderful morning
wth
i am here to scream out all my resentful!

ASSIGNMENT ruin my life!!!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

没有明天

灰色,占据了所有视线
很多事情完成不了,有心无力
心很烦;我很乱
目标在哪
毫无头绪

眼泪,模糊了所有视线
我该往哪走
没有方向的路途很辛苦
不想再这样下去
可 该怎么办

很辛苦,很痛苦

Sunday, October 4, 2009

我的宝贝

我要的快乐 刷着吉他唱歌
假日的午後 好想写一首歌
混乱的世界抛诸脑後 你就是宇宙
预报的台风 想躲也躲不过
陪着你 窝在家里随性创作
写给你的歌特别感动
Baby 你知道为什麽

等天气变晴朗了 
陪你出去走走
牵起你的左手
第一次就触电了

我的宝贝 给我个拥抱
恋爱的力量即将引爆
足以震撼世界
你就是我 要追求的目标

我的宝贝 你真的很好
让我不禁甜蜜的微笑
有了你的生活
让我脱逃 寂寞的绑票

我爱你宝贝 把你捧在手心
又怕不小心就捏碎了你
想要保护你 想天天陪你
喜欢你宝贝 喜欢你俏皮

我爱你宝贝 把你捧在手心
又怕不小心就捏碎了你
想要保护你 想天天陪你
喜欢你宝贝 喜欢你俏皮

蔡旻佑

不削

别得意,
那没什么,我不在乎
可怜的眼神,让人很厌恶
我不需要那些!
被贬低,
什么都不是,我已习惯。
也好,
让我学会长大
认清社会的残酷,冷血的世界。

我会离开这里,
过属于我的生活。

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Thank Q

I just bought a sneakers from Momoe. It is a Japanese style sneakers with grey in color and pink gridy. Woow~ It just suits with my new Converse bag which bao bei gave me on my birthday~
Gege and Su Hann treated me eat Sushi King as compensate for my birthday. Xiao Looi was very attentively makes a memorable card for me. U know y, that is a photo of me and my cute Ya Lun~ I just get shock when the time i saw that. Screaming all along. Totally crazy-ing with Ya Lun~ Thanks Xiao Looi a lot, cos i heard that she spend many times to finish this big card. It means a lot to me, seriously.

Friday, October 2, 2009

Little diary

Hello my blogspot~
Long time didn't update, cos recently many things had happened around me. So, let me start the story from my birthday.

23th September,
It was my big day, as u know, my birthday! Early before my birthday, bao bei had told me to celebrate at Sunway Lagoon Theme Park as i never went there before, but i SCARE those SWIMMING POOL FULL with WATER!! How can i went there and enjoying myself huh??
But then, everything must has a first time to try. So, i just pursued myself not to worry too much, as bao bei was around me. He won't leave me alone in the condition of danger.
Bao bei keep saying he was so lucky for that day, cos we used a cheaper prices to get a normal ticket. That was one guy that sold us two tickets with a 'discount' price, because his wife and daughter refused to go in. So, we had the luck~
Hmm... really can't resistant the pressure when my body in the water! It was too hard to move my legs! As i am usual with that pressure, i thought that i am not longer be afraid of the water~ Clap hands please, it was a good news to me~
Bao bei was so naughty. He was planned many pleasantly surprised to shock me. First of all, he just told me that just him will celebrate my birthday with me. But, he has called STEVEN and DA DONG'S XIAO LOOI came together~ Huu... i am totally get shocked u know! I really thought both of them were going back to Steven's hometown. We had a play at those 'screaming' park which was very excited for me. Bao bei said i had make a breakthrough to myself. Because before this i am really defy of those 'scary' games. But now, i can accepted them. All was about bao bei's contributions~
As the day was getting darker, we wash-up our body and decided to have a dinner at Sunway Pyramid. Bao bei was treated me with Japanese cuisine. Not bad to eat~ After finished our dinner, we had a walk at the mall, bao bei bought me the Famous Amos's cookies. Super yummy~
After that, it was the time for me to blowing my birthday cake~ Bao bei has found many brunch of Baskin Robbins cake shop to buy an ice-cream birthday cake for me. Failed at once. But he never give up, cos he want my FIRST birthday cake was a special from others. He has asked from many shops, but all lack of dry ice. He was so disappointed for that, i can see through his eyes. Finally, he bought a mini heart mango ice-cream cake for me. Emm...LOVE BAO BEI RYAN~❤ Then, Xiao Looi was pretending to go to her house to take something but the main reason is to take the gift from bao bei to me~ But i can guess so what bao bei was going to gave me. It was a CONVERSE bag! Pink color with Grey color brim. It looks cute~ It was my FIRST branded bag and costly. Bao bei was planned to buy it for me early when the time i saw this bag. But i didn't request he to gift me, cos it is not cheap u know. He has his way to make me happy easily~ Thanks bao bei again~
Bao bei has decided to had a tea at Station One Cafe. But who knows, he had his second plan to go. As we were chit chatting, my FIRST surprising people was coming to me. Miss EMILY---my jie mei~ and her boy friend--- LEONG~ OMG!!! Their appearing makes me surprising and happy~ Early before this, i am keep waiting her wishes at Facebook. But i failed. Feel so disappointed... but now, i am too happy to see her in front of me~ Woow~ Thanks their little penguin~
My surprise never stop. The important person keep appearing. Next one was Miss TINA~ So glad to see her also. Her house was too far from here and her family was very restrict her action especially at night. I never think that she will appear too~ Thanks her orange color t-shirt~ That was cute~
Thanks again to all my pleasure friends~ Thanks for brighten my birthday and make it a memorable 19th birthday to me~ LOVE BAO BEI RYAN~ SU HANN and NAYLOR gege, thanks for the wishes too. Although, somebody almost forgot my birthday. *sigh*
19 of me

24th September,
I bought bao bei came back to my hometown---Segamat. But not my house, cos i never get the permission for mama. Sorry bao bei, hope u understand my position.
The bus service was very bad! Hot like inside the sauna room!! Bao bei was very annoyed! He keep saying:"...u are no longer 18 year-old already lu, old liao..."= ="" Bao bei, not need so straight word to me, i know i am 19 already. But still looks like 17 years old girl~XD
We arrived there about 2 o'clock at noon. Damn hungry. Gege and Su Hann came fetched us at the bus station then to lunch. After that we hang out ourselves at here and there. Hmm... Segamat really a small town huh, not place can visit!
At the night time, gege brought us to eat the bake fishes who was famous at Segamat. But, i have no idea at all. As bao bei said:"...u are not a Segamat people la, know nothing about Seagmat..." Hnnn... really hurt u know, i just lazy to go under the hot big sun! Is that wrong also? I knew he wasn't meant like that. Kidding~=3
I leave bao bei alone with gege. He will sleep at gege's house for one night. He said he so shame to do that, but i don't think so. He so thick face one. XP

25th September,
I woke up early in the morning to help mama sweeping and then mopping the floor. After preparing all my stuff, i gotta go to Su Hann's house to accompany bao bei. Gege will go to Kuantan for their personal purpose.
We had trouble Su Hann. She brought us bought tickets back to KL, lunch, dinner...anywhere.
Thank Su Hann~

27th September,
1 year anniversary for us of being together. Bao bei bought me to Ikano Power Center to visit the doggies~ We took the free shuttle bus to there.
I am glad to see the small type Schnauzer at the pet shop. So cute to see them when they are cut their fur by the stuff of the pet shop.
Bao bei was excited too. He saw his belove Golden Retriever and Husky! That was too big to me. Feels scary, although both of them are the type of kindly dog. Bao bei was crazy for that. He took the video down when the Husky was trained. I can feel that he was really want to own his first dog.365 days being together~

29th September,
Su Hann has succeeded made a big surprise to us. She came to KL quietly without the knowing of me, bao bei even Tina. She and gege were planned to do so to give us a surprise. Hanging out with her these few days. We had our laugh together. She said the purpose she came to KL is to retrieve back her 'belongings' which bao bei and Tina had owed her so long. These days get along with her my feeling still the same as the first sight i saw her. She still gentle like a little sheep lying under gege.

She will go back to Segamat on today. Hope to meet with her when she is free. Saving trip.