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The day with Bi

2011-06-07T15:42:00.000+08:00

This blogger gonna drive me into craziness!! What's wrong with it huh?
All right all right, don't get angry on this small matter. 'Cause u got to know, today is my last day off. >_<
Oh! Damn it!
Hmmp... Stop those sad stories, gonna make my last day happily~

We had our day off with full of joyous. It makes my day actually!
Went for movie, The Pirates of the Caribbean! A very long time taken, but it's still nice to me! Firstly, we had plan to watch 'Insidious', unfortunately, that are there no more! Dampened my spirit! T_T
My bi bought me a khaki jacket and for himself one as well! We both got the 'couple jacket' for the first time! Weee~ : D
Happy ending~ : )

shoot this before going out! He's in my heart, deeply.

half way to have a longer fringe! gam ba tte, keep my spirit on. No to give up for this time!

Mustn't make him disappointed again. : )

Day 4 第死日

2011-06-06T01:38:00.003+08:00

夜深入1点,尽然一点睡意都没有很神奇吧?
我是在期待着什么? 宝贝的归来? 好吃的美食?还是因为明天是休假日?!
哈真是太太太期待了!
我只想说, 假期我太爱你了!:D
终于可以避开那些讨人厌的目光了！呼~好轻松~
这个世界真的是不公平的，虽然早在很早以前我就体会到了，但就是不愿意接受现实。现在可好了，天天都要看人脸色工作。试问，那还有什么乐趣？人生不过如此，受到不公平的对待又能怎样？没有人会可怜你的！只有你去创造奇迹让他人对你刮目相看！他们只重视‘成果’完全不顾你的‘过程’到底是怎样。无论你用什么不择手段的方法都好，成绩对他们来说才是重点。
或许，成绩差的人在他们眼里看来是‘废物’ 视如‘粪土’。我是他们眼里的那堆。我不是人，我没有自尊心，我没有地位，我没有权力，我是零。对待我就能敷衍了事，无视于我的存在，说话语气可以不耐烦，看我可以不顺眼外加翻白眼。
口口声声说教我，帮我，到头来问你们的时候那张脸比大便还臭！要不得！干嘛口是心非？！假惺惺！狐假虎威！尖酸刻薄！
踩人不用本，只要是长在我身上的就是不好的例子。你的‘宝贝们’的就是宝。我是垃圾，我知道。千万千万不要输于我，不然很没面子嘛。我是新人哎，又笨手笨脚，慢吞吞的。对吧？
我说呀，做人不要太刻薄。不然报应一定会降临，放心不会是你们身上而是你爱的人那！我是说事实！还有，麻烦在把事情搞清楚之前不要到处宣扬我是坏人！视力不好麻烦配副眼镜！没有人喜欢被冤枉！到最后连最基本的‘对不起’都说不出口吗？你要尊严那我呢？
妈，我真的好想家，也好想你。有你在就会觉得很有安全感。这里的人心很险恶，很可怕。我的心早被伤害的白孔千穿了，很想回到你的港湾，那里是我最安全的归属...
有时候我好像真的可以了解那些自杀者死前的心情，那种悲愤，那种绝望就是那些可怕人类的杰作。会有那么1秒，有想轻身的冲动。不过，就那么的1秒。反正1个月而已嘛！宝贝会一直陪在我身边为我加油，看我一次又一次被人伤害，然后在一旁拉我一把！
好。很好，我忍！不就那1个月！之后妄想我再踏进门一步！不！望一眼也觉得眼晕！总有一天，我要你们为我哈腰！等着瞧！

*充满动感与泪水的一篇。

Despair

2011-06-02T17:06:00.000+08:00

I've tried to pull myself to concentrate on my work, but it seems like no much changes.
I've put all my effort into it, but sometimes the 'luck' will controlled everything.
Most of them did asked me, I'm not a talkative person y do I entering this line? I can say eight out of ten.
They ignore my effort, I've nothing to say.
Just like what bibi has told me, once u believe that u had try ur best don't care 'bout others! They're nothing to me! Ya, they're Mr n Miss nothing.
I mustn't care too much right? Plus, I'm going to leave this world of despair!
I've tried! If I said so, it's really mean that!

I'm happy to leave u. My source of despair. No more!

B day

2011-05-18T19:05:00.001+08:00

'Where is my birthday cake?' Fat Lion
'...'
I'm so sorry for everything, for the non-planing birthday blash especially.
His 23rd birthday was mess up my me, it's not surprising at all, short of idea.
Promise him, he'll get a present that he wanted for so long.

focus on my ribbon ring, but not my fingers. :D

Sunshine

2011-05-12T21:19:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow will be the last day for the training section.
Only then, I can see my sunrise.
Great!!
I need no more to wake up an earlier morning purposely to transfer here and there, saving cost!
Will spend my off day with FAT LION,
Hmmp... still not yet planing for everything.
The third birthday I will be with him.
Oh GOD, give me some idea la.

Sleep very early these days, short of slumber!!!

Damn! dark circle

2011-05-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

I'm still searching for the best solution for dark eye circles as well as how to do a prefect conceal. It always torturing me man! Damn it!
So, I got to try n' try, nonstop searching for the best product! Which color should I used? Creamy? Liquid or stick texture? Oh, so confusing!
Can anybody expert tell me 'bout this? Totally blank mind.
My dark circles follow me since secondary school, how to get rid of them huh? Plus, I'm working late night these days. I couldn't get a good rest except my off day!
GOD, tell me how to survive with these 'fellow friends'?
I know, most of u will say, get an earlier rest before 11pm la, don't focus on ur lappy too frequent la, don't consume any food that will cause the sedimentation of melanin la, bla bla bla n' so on.
I can tell u, I know those facts better than u. The only problem is, thing always go against ur mind!
Please, give me some consultation 'bout DARK CIRCLES!
@_@

身心疲累

2011-05-07T11:56:00.000+08:00

好不容易存活下来的意志力就快被打垮了
我真的很怀疑我还能撑多久
被人误会，已经不是第一次了
我坚称我没有错！
没有说出口的话，他人的自以为是对号入座
很累了
难道赚钱真的那么辛苦？
难道就只有这条路可选？
真的真的好想放弃了
是要撑到多久啊？
如果现在说出这种话一定被打击回来的
某人一定不想看到那么懦弱的我
可是，
我真的很辛苦！
我的梦想呢？
我还没死心！！

Mom

2011-04-24T21:26:00.000+08:00

今年的母亲节又不能跟妈妈过了...
我知道她不奢望我送礼物给她，她只希望我能找到一份自己喜欢的工作，多存些钱不要乱买衣服！
工作最好不要太辛苦，不要太夜回家。
因为她会担心，外面坏人很多。

以前还在念书的时候，《母情节》都会成为一个话题。
老师和我们说，“妈妈很伟大，很辛苦一手把我们养大成人，以后我们长大了就一定要报答她。现在我们可以做的事就是好好读书，还有记得母亲节当天一定要比妈妈早起床，帮妈妈做完家务还有，一定要和她说，我爱你！”
每次我都觉得老师说的话很对。
我答应自己说一定要和妈妈说我爱你，但是呢当我好不容易准备好情绪要说的时候总是说不出口！就好像有一团棉花卡在我的喉咙间，我说不出话来。
如果说经常把‘爱’放在嘴边那该有多好！可是我们家从小就没有这种‘习惯’。
既然不敢说出来就用写的吧！

妈妈！一路以来你辛苦了。谢谢把我养得那么健康，虽然现在的我没能给你你所期待看见的我。但是请在多给我一点时间！我一定会做到的！不要太操劳自己！还有，我是很爱你的！

我希望她会知道。我是很爱她的。

Damn

2011-04-22T18:34:00.000+08:00

My two days off pass without my acknowledgment! wth
What am I have done these days?
Blank mind!
=_=lll
Oh ya, I've gain enough of slumber~
Slept for half day, not even wanted to make up myself and hanging out! What a waste
Hmmp...
Gonna shift my time to normal,
Wake up, working, sleep. Nothing much entertainment!
No choice, that's life!
...
If u're attentive to my recent post,
U may perceive that I keep complaining 'bout my work, my life.
That's because,
I haven't get used to it.
Well,
A good excuse for myself.
...
When I'm looking back to myself,
I just realize that,
I'm too fragile and crushable.

Life!

2011-04-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow,
It'll be a horrifying day, I guess.
Can I skip it?
NO! Definitely NO!
It's very cruel to me man!
The sun is always shiny after downpour.
I strongly believe in that!
The important thing is,
I myself must brush up my product knowledge!
With that, I could be safe!
Hopefully!

*I know I'm the silly one,
but still,
I choose life.

Not just a story

2011-04-18T09:11:00.000+08:00

I can feel how was the victim felt.
I experienced that from an incident just happened yesterday.
I still can feel my rapid heartbeat every time when I've thinking 'bout it.
...
A girl asked for my agreement to share a taxi, I reply with a yes.
Meanwhile waiting for our turn to the next taxi, she playing with her phone all the ways.
All of the sudden, a guy with red shirt and cap scratched her phone with quickly motion!
The girl stuck for a while, after she realized what was happening,
She run behind that robber...
I couldn't help her, I'm so sorry...
I really hope that she will be fine, lost of our property is not a big problem the important thing is make sure our life is safe!
Nothing is important than our life!
...
OMG!
Until now I still can't subside my emotion, certain thing also can trigger my alertness!
So, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE pay more attention to the stranger around u
They might be the next robber, u will be the next victim!
Be alert all the times!

=*(

2011-04-17T11:08:00.000+08:00

I need a rest. SERIOUSLY!
My energy almost worn out!
3 days more to my off day...
GOD!
=((

We need a TALK

2011-04-15T22:54:00.002+08:00

I just realized that u have a HOT temper as me!
Every single thing is very easy to trigger the fire stone of yours when u're getting tired!
Can't u give me some time to get done my stuff before helping u?
I didn't say that I refuse to do so!
U know, I used to do those thing! If u don't wish to do, please STOP IT!
Don't shown ur anger face or banging the things! They're just guiltless in this case!
Talk to me STRAIGHT AWAY! I can understand MANDARIN!
Before this, U said we need to be frank to each others!
But now? What was happening??
U didn't conduct ur promises!
All the thing u said but u broke them by urself!
As u don't like I shown my shitty face to u, I felt the same way!
Do u think 'bout this first??!!
Anyway,
just let this 'cold-war' sustain, I'll give u some time to cool down!
I really don't know what to do!
NO IDEA

Childish

2011-04-13T19:29:00.000+08:00

人多的地方,话题多;

女人多的地方,话题更多!

话题多了，就变成是非。

不过她们也太over了吧？

不顾他人的感受，如果是做不到或是还没肯定的事就不要先答应

有没有想过，如果事情是发生在自己身上会怎样？

出来社会大学都那么久了还不会替他人着想

这种行为很不合格，简直是幼稚！

替她们不值，一次是这样，两次还是死性不改。

到你们自己有事的时候就知道苦头了

你们可知道，

礼貌

是最基本的生存之道。

WORK

2011-04-07T16:23:00.001+08:00

These days, I was working like hell. Stress, disappointment, confusion all comes to me. I take them as usual 'cause I just started a new job, need to be accustom with the new friends, new colleagues, new environment and new foods. For the first few days, I really felt that I'm not suitable for this service line. Luckily, bibii managed to enlighten me. He told me his experiences, I've told him '...it doesn't mean that u're happy when u're rich!' he answered me, 'u will feel unhappy 'cause u don't have money!' Ermm... he's quite accurate tho'! He knows me well! :D
After get a well rest, need to start up a new day tomorrow! They put such expectation on me, I mustn't let them down right? Gam ba tte! I know HE's always there for me!

*Ermmm... when I can get my uniform?! Haiz

它

2011-04-01T19:40:00.000+08:00

犹豫
...
又是它
或许，最原始的才是真正的我吧
好无奈
为什么我每次都不能下定绝心的做一件事呢？
突然好怀念Skin Food 的超级好朋友们！和她们一起的时光是最开心的！
可是现在不是回头的时候...
既然已经踏出了这一步就要据续下去不能那么柔弱！
可是啊，眼泪还是控制不了
...
不行！
一定要坚持下去！

只看见你

2011-03-30T20:23:00.000+08:00

《只看见你》

......
只看见妈妈很用心的煲好吃的糖水，
只看见小弟弟妹妹们和我掰掰，
只看见粉红色的小可爱，
只看见今天的我被一个'tai soi yin'气到，
只看见现在一切都雨过天晴，
只看见'tai soi yin'在准备晚餐，
只看见...你我的亚纶!
依然
是我的最爱 ♥

梦中相会

2011-03-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

蓝蓝的...
好像是海边
风一直吹一直吹，很凉
手...
手?
是谁向我伸出了手?
看似又大又温暖...
......
咦?
好熟悉的面孔!
是他!
我的心肝!
Hey, 我们玩得很尽兴~
...
...
...
该死!
干嘛现在给我醒过来?!
我梦见了亚纶啦!!
不要醒!

*以上是我梦境的一部分

他的出现一味着什么?
为我加油而来?
呵呵
我就知道是这样没错!
光是这样想想就很给力了!
=D

会尽力的啦!

So near yet so far

2011-03-25T21:00:00.001+08:00

The next me ♥

Good news! Yuhoo~

Like what I've mention earlier, he brought luck to me! mwakk

Tomorrow oh tomorrow, please, please, please!

All right,

Let's change our emotion...

Sad case is happening now!

U know what, my lovely bao bei Ya Lun is already in Malaysia!

The actual place is Mid Valley center court! They're promoting Canon camera.

wth

How come I still here?

...

I've no transport! *bull shitting, I can get a train there the big problem is I don't want to be alone...!

I'm not a good supporter. T__T

Please forgive me...

美丽不受伤害

2011-03-24T18:19:00.000+08:00

夜市,

吃喝玩乐最佳圣地. 但它也是那些无良黑心代理商的圣地.

相信很多人都有过的经验, 就是买夜市的美容品,化妆品 *都好便宜呀

可是问题来了,你们可知道它的来路?

答案或许让你我都吓一跳!

第一,女生们的最爱瞳孔放大片

艺人甲:"...在网购的日抛型瞳孔放大片的效果真的很好,一圈圈的把瞳孔瞬间变大!可是当我把它拿掉, 我的瞳孔外尽然还沾有黑色的圈圈?!"

很可怕吧, 博士说应当在眼镜行买，美丽虽然重要但是健康更重要！.

os: 我很乖，都有^^

第二，便宜到令人乍舌的美白霜或其他的美容品

艺人乙:"...一瓶20几又大罐又便宜!到家马上试用，敷了个10分钟洗了之后脸不但没变白反而变红! 还是不怕，敷了第二次真的很红肿没办法再使用了!"

凯文老师说，买任何商品时一定要注意要有代理商的名字，地址，电话，截止日期期限。

os: 举起双脚赞成！

第三，现在最夯的BB霜

艺人丙:"...买了来路不明的BB霜，用起来感觉还不错。到了晚上，同事就觉得怎么我的脸看起来好像有荧光? 吓傻了！"

小凯老师介绍一款最新的BB慕丝！是改良之前的BB霜！

os:感觉好好用，什么时候才到这里啊?

第四，最常见的指甲油

艺人丁:"...之前在路边摊买了超便宜的指甲油，涂了几层，掉了再补。结果最后卸掉的时候才发现整个指甲是凹陷的"

每瓶指甲油内都有指定的挥发物，使用久了会使你的指甲腐飵。但是里头绝对不能有BBP的成分！指甲油不能天天搽，要让你的指甲呼吸~ 去光水也是一样要慎选！

最后，假睫毛黏胶

来路不明的睫毛胶会让你的毛囊发炎，使用的正确方法应该是把睫毛胶涂在假睫毛梗然后等到半干才贴上你的睫毛根部，绝对不能涂了一层在你的睫毛根才把假睫毛贴上去哦~

我们要当聪明的消费者！

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女人我最大

Your fate is ur own affair

2011-03-24T15:44:00.000+08:00

I mustn't make myself fallen into the branded trap.

Being snobbish it's horrible. People will judge u with a bad impression '...how can they get this? They must be born with a silver spoon in their mouth' Or '...Spice, take advantage of guys' See? There are what normally people think of.

I must believe myself somehow someday I could bring those stuffs as my belonging but ~~NOT~~ now. I must have an objective attitude and treat those obstacles as an easy job, I will fell achievability at last.

Please believe so. Yes, I do.

I'm still young to own anything, be proud of myself. Once I've decided, I've the right to complete it!

Opportunity knocks but once, this time hopefully this time make it real!

♥

2011-03-23T21:36:00.000+08:00

He's my lucky star!
Whenever he go, there will be a bless for his lil pudding who has believe in him!
I do hope miracle happen on me this time! *pray
Always be my love!

I've missed his fringe.

Lastly, to my bi. Nothing to worry. ^ 3^

That's it

2011-03-22T13:39:00.001+08:00

I got to say, I've to give up!
Blog spot still the BEST!

2nd vacation

2011-03-22T12:16:00.000+08:00

The second day.
I still have an uncomfortable stomach, dining in too much but not out. As bibii said, we were dining in the food for 6 days while we just went there for 3 days.Whoa! That's a lot!
The taste of Char Kuey Teow, Asam Laksa, Rojak, Cendol and Ais Kacang are 'so-so' to me. I'm putting on too high of expectation on them so I just get disappointed. However, there are some of the local gourmet food are surprising me but I just can't get their name right! =P
We are treated as 'honored guest' by them and I need to mention here, every children likes me as what the little Michelle did. =) I'm glad that she likes me~
I promise I'll go there next time!
Penang, such a great place for me to travel.

Hmmp...! This's not the right timing to go to beach and I wanted so! See how nice is it! All right, this has been listed in my next travel list! =D

Still mine

2011-03-17T15:36:00.000+08:00

I found a interested 'entertainment' for myself! Whoa~ It's hard to understand and manipulate! Although it's in my language. Surprising huh?
I've plan to close down this blogger, however I'm not bear to do so. It consists of too many of my memories either good or bad. They still important to me.
So, I had decide to command both of them at the same time! hehe

love ya.

结束

2011-03-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

就只有那样？

整个无言-. -

什么烂剧本啊！

虎头蛇尾的

要不是因为亚纶

鬼才看叻

不过啊

那女的没能和亚纶配对成功还真的值得高兴耶！=D

这算是最好的结局了呗

呵呵

看我乐得像什么似的

击掌！

他还是属于我嘛

Ignorant fella

2011-03-15T15:06:00.001+08:00

You're so annoying!

I'm not suppose to tell u anything.

Can't u feel that?

Such an Idiot!

Disappear from my eyesight from now on.

I please U.

stay away!

Iamimperfect,

soareyou!

Mizukitty

2011-03-14T22:46:00.001+08:00

Behold Mizukitty is in da video! Oh! Why does she always look cute!

Pop-models

2011-03-14T22:44:00.001+08:00

Spamming with these kawaii girls photo!

Here we go!

Da first--> Mizukitty

Gyaru model--> Tsubasa

Full fringe lover as what I do.--> Nana

Miki

inlovewiththem.

please deliver my sincere pray to them.

Pray for them!

2011-03-14T19:29:00.000+08:00

即便

日本发生了那么不幸的事

他们还是很团结一致

从中能感受到他们的人情味

这种情操是值得我们去学习的

完全没有‘你死你的，我活我的’

现在只希望一切都能平伏下来

那些灾难快快停止

我正担心 pop-model 们的安危

*当然还有全日本人

千万不能有事

让我们一起为他们祈祷.

世界末不末日

我们管不来

为现在所有的一切加油！

bless them

Regular sex is good for your health

2011-03-03T16:52:00.000+08:00

Regular sex is good for your health?! I was like 'wow' when I first saw this tittle. haha However, I kinda agreed with the proven! Please, open up your mind lock yourself away! =P

1.Have sex for longer life
The hormone DHEA increases every time you have an orgasm. This hormone boosts a person’s immunity, helps to keep skin healthy and repairs damaged tissue.

2.Sex improves smell
The hormone prolactin increases after sex which causes cells in the brain to develop neurons in the brains smell centre; the olfactory bulb.

3.A healthy heart
Scientists found that a person who has sex twice or more a week reduces their chance of a heart attack by half.

4.Healthier semen
Men who have sex on a frequent basis have a higher volume of sperm and a higher percentage of healthier sperm. It is also thought that men lower their prostate cancer risk as they remove more waste products in their sperm.

5.Fewer menopause symptoms
Having regular sex helps to regulate hormone levels. This can help women who are experiencing the menopause as it helps to control their symptoms.

6.Improves intimacy
Sex can help to us to bond because having sex increases the levels of the hormone oxytocin, also known as the feel-good or cuddle hormone. It allows us to feel the urge to nurture.

7.Helps with weight loss
Engaging in any aerobic exercise helps to burn calories and sex raises a person’s heart rate. Although you won’t be burning hundreds of calories (roughly 30 minutes of sex burns 85 calories), it certainly adds up.

8.Lower risk of breast cancer
A study done in France found that women who didn’t have sex, or had sex infrequently, had a higher risk of breast cancer in comparison to women who have frequent sex.

9.Increased blood flow
When a person gets aroused, blood flow increases to the brain and a fresh supply of oxygenated blood is sent to the organs. This in turn helps to get rid of waste products.

10.More hormones are good
Having sex increases testosterone which helps to strengthen bones, muscles and keeps the heart healthy. In women, oestrogen levels increase which helps protect the heart, reduces the risk of osteoporosis and promotes fertility.

11.Improves sleep
Sex helps to encourage sleep due to the release of the hormone oxytocin. Sleep is essential for our health as it helps to reduce stress, maintain a healthy weight, reduce blood pressure and it is when the body carries out the repairs that it needs to.

12.Pain relief
Again, the hormone oxytocin is release when a person orgasms which releases endorphins into the body, and these help to relieve pain such as headache. It is the body’s natural pain killer.

13.Less frequent colds and flu
Wilkes University in Pennsylvania says individuals who have sex once or twice a week show 30% higher levels of an antibody called immunoglobulin A, which is known to boost the immune system.
14.Better bladder control
These pelvic muscles are used during sex and they help to make it more pleasurable, but also helps to strengthen them which helps to reduce the chance of incontinence in later life.

15.Reduce stress
People who have more sex reported that they felt more at ease and this is because sex helps to lower blood pressure and overall stress reduction. Endorphins released into the blood help to relax and regulate blood pressure.

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Cutie

2011-03-03T14:23:00.000+08:00

Tsubasa Masukawa. She's so gorgeous! I knew her since her photos popping out in Popteen.
She has her own created brand-- Dolly Wink & Candy Doll. Everyone was kneel down over her creativity! Now, you can see she's the Goddess of all the girls! We are hoping that we can owned her looks and wisdom, don't you?
However, now everyone can be liked her instantly! We're so lucky to grant with her gifts!

Four for upper eyelashes and another four for bottom eyelashes! All of them are specially designed! Oh ya, the liquid eyeliner is miraculous! It dry out faster without fading and smudging even my eyes are inner eyelids! *thumbs up up! Great invention!
Finally, I've claimed it as my Valentine's gift! It becomes a member of my cosmetic pouch! Thanks to my love one! =)

awaiting for the day to apply it!

too impatient to wait!

misconstrue

2011-02-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

It's purely a mischievous!

OMG!

Luckily he did notice me earlier!

If not,

I'm gonna be the FIRST laughing-stock in 2011!

Well done Mr.J

My mind can be temporary relax!

Great!!!

However,

I still need to keep it up!

Fight till the end.

I Love Him la.

Special treatment

2011-02-22T21:06:00.000+08:00

After my black sesame HOT mask it'll be a Chlorella nose patch for next!

It feels HOT when the time u apply on ur face, really amazing yea!

Okay, I started to fall in love with it.

Ewww!

I still can't accept the smelly nose patch, the scent makes me faint!

@_@lll

The time to pull it out is the hardest part for me!

OMG!

It's so damn painful!!

However,

I felt satisfied with the result if there are many of 'them' were pulling away from my nose!

Please get rid of white heads with this nose patch!

It really really works!

No joke.

Treat yourself with goodies.

Illness

2011-02-18T11:03:00.000+08:00

I thought that I will be all right

However,

my body doesn't show that.

My face is reddish in color,

it's shown by the mirror.

Dizziness has come to me again.

I can feel that

my body is shaking due to every movement of mine.

Absent to work again,

oh my salary must be least.

Just take medicine,

I gotta take a nap while waiting for beibii.

Miss him badly!

poor thing.

='(

4 of us

2011-02-15T23:50:00.003+08:00

Grabbing Chips More as my supper, I know it will never enough for me. I'm cookie monster. = ) Hmmp... It's time to blog again.
It has been almost one year I spend my time with 3 of my colleague or can be called as best friends! I'm going to say Good Bye with them soon... Honestly, I really feel not bear to separate with them. However, this world is realistic. Rich people win the whole world, poor people only can stand outside the door. I have no choice, I gotta leave this company to find a better offered one! I really felt frustrated with the current boss! He always go back with his words! Firstly, he has promised us if we're pass the probation period our basic salary will be increased hundred ringgit. He failed to do so. Then, he not allowed us to take more leave on CNY. Until now, I never received my ang pou from him! All right, I could understand him 'cause he is Mr. stingy. There are even rumors that he owns a Ferrari? Who believe so? I'm not idiot ok, it's just a car model I guess! Other than this this, even sending a wishing text he also failed to do that once again! What the hell is this? Disappointing till the end!
Okay, stop talking those sad stories. Let's get to the point!

The first, Ruby. She's my Valentine's first love when they were in the...kindergarten! :O Opps, I disclosed their secret. X ) She treated us very well, I think she's the only supervisor where I didn't feel stress when I face with her. She's the place to talk if any troublesome happened. I felt released after chatting with her. She never runaround and always provide right solutions!

She has a great eyebrow shape. She's profession on drawing or shaping the eyebrow! She just in loved with the stuffs 'bout eyebrow! For me, that's a weird hobby 'cause I offend neglected my eyebrow. She's the one who told me how important is the eyebrow to our whole face! Finally, I got some roughly idea from her! hehe

Miss Kaphy Lee! She's a laughing princess in our store! Rarely to see a pretty girl who didn't care for her image. She can put a big smile on ur face when the time she laugh! I love her voice when she laugh! It's strong and hard to knock down! =D
She's a weird-do also! We couldn't guess what does she likes. The foot stone is the first thing she loved! haha I promised to give her when the time she is getting marry! No worry Teng Teng, I will compile my promise to u not like 'somebody' else ya ^^.

Lastly, Miss Rabiatul!

Opps! She doesn't like us to call her real name! Okay, Ada Ada Ada~
The only malay friend that close to me! She love her hair just like I love my Ya Lun. hehe She own lotsa stuffs for her dearest hair! I'm too admire her 'cause she can wake up earlier everyday to manage her hair! Orz..
Currently she's single and available~ Anyone who get attracted by her cute dimples can add her as friend on Facebook! *just available for handsome/ cute guys! =P If u guys really interested please make it fast 'cause her 'dream man' was reappear! Quite handsome tho'! = )
I have no idea why does she get no feel 'bout 'green tea'! Hey, that's my LOVE! ♥ Green tea is nice!

Hmmp...I'm going to miss all of u soon from this. Love the time we talk rubbish together! Remember to find me out if either one of u are free!
.

To,

future us.

my Valentine

2011-02-14T12:47:00.000+08:00

Stomach gumblingly since yesterday morning, it keeps complaining me!
Feet better after take medication, it slowly sooth my arches and pain. Yet the pills were not enough to combat with the sickness! I almost killed by the painfulness!
Once I had reached home, faster grab two tablets of my 'Ling Zhi'. It's an oriental medication, I take it as my Savior! U know what, I used to consume it when my body is outta control and it really works! So I can't live without it!
Though the medication had treated me well, but there will be another storm come towards! I felt discomfort as my stomach had started to grumble once again! Slept till half-way, it messed around me! I needa wake myself up! I couldn't count how many times I had sat on the closet-tool! Stomach pain almost made me throw up on that time! That was how it begun my Valentine's Day! well done!
Fortunately, I feel better right now.
Well, today is a joyous occasion to celebrate for all the couples! Same as me, I have been prepared myself for this day! However, very sad to say, I didn't prepare anything for my Valentine! 'cause I think I'm the best gift ever for him! He should agreed with me. = ) Don't know how's mine?
This is our 2nd Valentine's Day. I still remember when the 1st Valentine's Day, he gave me a brunches of red roses when we were dine-in at a restaurant. I am the fool one, I though the roses was given free to every couple yet it's prepared by beibii actually?!=D I became a laughing-stock for almost one month!
We almost lost the chance of celebrate it! Luckily we still able to make it on last minute! The 2nd Valentine's Day falls on the 1st day of CNY, it means we couldn't celebrate face-to-face just by phone.
I should be allowed to make a wish on this special day right? No offense right? = )
So...I wish I could in love with my Valentine forever till it's the end of the world...? He loves me more than I loved him! I'll always be his pamper! *haha It's too much!

nod ur head as u agree with me~

u this goofy cutie boyfriend.

please bring along this ring together to wait for my answer,

be patience,

I will slowly nod my head when I felt ur sincerity.

For my special one.

♥

no point

2011-02-12T12:56:00.000+08:00

My blog was neglected by me!! Busy for the stuff of CNY, finally I have my own time to blog.
This is the 1st year I didn't celebrate CNY with my family...because my hometown get flooded!wth?! The railway was submerge in the water plus no more ticket for the bus! Worse come to worse, I follow bibii back to his home. It's kinda weird u know. I don't hope to get any gossip from others.
But then, it's benefit me on the other way. I don't need to face with my relatives~ =D Yea! I can escape from their eye sight! GREAT!

---

Pretty girls not only make guys hectic but they did made me excited as well!
I love to see their self-captured photos, my heart is leaping on happily!
End up with a pretty girl's photo~

Mizuki Nishikawa

She's younger than me,

one of the model in the 'Popteen' magazine.

sorry that I blog nothing.

Him

2011-01-27T16:44:00.000+08:00

It's all about Him Him Him Him Him...!

阿布,he fell in love with 纯美. A lovely couple met in the college. She got his baby and get married after all.

007. A genius who got an unusual disease. He loves ratiocination yet hates it on the same time. His father is a well-known author of the mystery novels. Yet he don't like to be compare with his father till he met 天魔星.

阿一, I personally don't like this character. That's because he loves 小风, the female leading character. She's not pretty if compare with Rainie Yang. It's really annoying when I saw her scene in the drama.

沈奇. He has a special constitution which can see 死神少女 without the stone.

love him till -the end-

Shitty guy

2011-01-24T23:39:00.000+08:00

Grhhhhh! my Facebook account has been hacked by shitty people! wtF!
All my memories gone! What a great job he/she done! Why he/she wanna hacked by profile? I couldn't get the answer. Mr.J n W said it was a 'compliment' for me?! Hnnng! What a shitty compliment yea.
NO worries, I'm not easy to strike down.

: )
Honestly, I hate CNY!
Hope my friends didn't find me out.
I'm too isolated! :O

=C N Y

2011-01-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

It's middle of the January, so it means that Chinese New Year is around the corner... Unlike others,I don't like this so-called 'joyous season'. Freaking HATE it! I know, I'm a weird do.
This is the time make mama so headache. She need to spend lots of money for all the CNY stuffs. It just like throw all of ur money into the sea. All my 'lovely' relatives come all the way to give us a 'visit'. They will start to criticize mama I really don't know what's wrong with them. What the hell are their shity head thinking about?! Even my mama's own sister also same like that. May be they didn't know that they will get karma soon as their timing are right.
Of course I'll get ang pou from them too but, it's polite to give ang pou to their sons/daughters from mama's own pocket. Luckily most of them are give by HIM. : ) I can earn my own money but no need this ang pou. Yet until now, I still couldn't make her proud of me... When? When will be the right timing...? People said there will be the end of the world on May, it means that I still have 4 months to go. ... Is it possible? Hmmp.... not sure!
I just feeling insecure at home?! omg! Am I serious? ... Yea! I just could find my family love from bibii and his family. I should feel grateful yea...

nothing much.
-end-
: )

'Beyond' my expectation

2011-01-05T15:57:00.000+08:00

Okay, start the story from the day I went back.

My 'trip' starts with a train. The first class seat. Wow~ It sounds so amazing huh. Yea, no choice... 'cause all

others economic class sold out! wth?! What's the day, but at least I got a ticket back.

The ticket cost me 10++ from the normal fees. Yet the environment nearly makes me breathless.It smells like 100 century never clean up! I have nothing to comment... speechless! Let's the picture shows everything.

The seat is bigger, this is the only good thing. It makes me feel that I was born in the earlier century... Of course, they also supply the 'first class passenger' meals too. Our lunch, Sarsi plus anchovies bread. That's all...!

All my fault, I put sucha high expectation on the word called 'first class'. It was totally 'beyond my expectation'! I shouldn't thought that was same as the 'first class' in flight. Haiz...too naive. =P

Oh yea, I'm already promised Ying wanna show her some 'good stuff''. =D Hope she didn't get shock after see this. My chicken pox!

Ouch, a bit blur ya...see?

Depart for 6 days, I'm here again! I'm too bored to stay at my hometown, continue my 'holidays' at here! With the accompany of beibii won't be too bored as before! I believe so.

He is bad! He felt not fair 'cause my chicken pox not that much as him! hahaha

Lai lai lai, let me tell u, 'cause I'm even more 'clean' that u~ So I get 'less' infected la~ I'm wonder who will be the next 'lucky' one~Awaiting... =D My pig didi perhaps... No worries, chicken pox only ma! =P I'm already told him all the symptoms before, the most important thing is-- don't scratch it! Bear in mind.

臭痘！

2010-12-29T19:54:00.000+08:00

发烧反反复复的...已经2天了身上的痘痘不但没减反而大增
每天都要吞一大把五颜六色的药丸不吃又不行把自己搞得像白粉仔一样
一整天就这样混混沌沌的过...
刚刚还很不要命的洗了那把油腻腻的头
或许下一秒钟那个叫头痛的臭东西会把我折腾得不像人形吧?
什么该吃什么该做已经记不了那么多了真的很累了...
明天就要回家了...
超舍不得又奈何?
毕竟回家有妈妈看
希望我家那个胖弟和那可爱的妹妹不会被传染才好...
好睏...

oh Rainie!

2010-12-23T15:22:00.000+08:00

Rainie Yang, the Goddess of mine had a short hair cut?! OMG! I like her iconic long hair! I missed it! Yet, this is her choice, we should support her anyway. Love is still, no doubt.
Should I go for a cut also? Hate to see those break-end every morning! It isn't easy to take care of the long hair... I need to get approve for my Fat Lion. Aikss... I'm not sure whether I still stand with it or not ler...

See? It's supreme short! I'm gonna miss her long hair... ='(
Hope to get a hair cut also.

Last Day

2010-12-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

Fed my skin with the mask made from natural stuff.
I like Skin Food true heart, it wasn't just a skin softener as well as a skin conditioner, that's why I loved it. Start from daily cleanser, deep cleanser, toning, moisturizer, face mask, body lotion, until make up kits and tools kinda many of them.
'bout half year I had spend my time within it. Honestly, I learn much things from there ,knowledge that are uncountable ;friendship that are irreplaceable.
I feet not bear to leave it now... It's really glad that my customers are come back to me... It's glad to heard that they like Skin Food muchie as well as myself. The first thing attracted my eye sight is just like others - the cute packaging~ Oh, so cute I wanna bring all of them home with me. Can I? =P The very second thing is, the uniform! Haah I'm proud of my uniform but...not now. 'cause it was stain by me. Aikss...

我的大肥猪明天终于回来了！
hehe
=P

7th Day

2010-12-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

7天了...
原来我们已经整整一个星期没见面了
好像...没那么想你了
是习惯了吗?
...
...呵呵
骗你的啦!
明天就是冬至了，又要一个人过
2年了...
两年没有帮妈妈搓汤圆了...
还记得以前冬至前都会搓得两手白白
冬至当天我和弟弟都会起得特别早，就是为了把那些很可爱的小汤圆一碗一碗的放在佛祖，祖先前
妈妈还说吃了一碗等于大一岁
呵...那我不已经7老80了?
想念那碗姜汤底的汤圆
虽然没味道但就是有种说不出的感觉
现在...真的很想念
好想回到小时候
可不可以不要长大?

冬至...不快乐
='(

6th Day

2010-12-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

6天了...
再忍耐3天
3天就好！
很想念的抱抱但不能
心里被矛盾塞得乱糟糟的
真是糟糕
你说该怎么办?

抱? 不抱?

5th Day

2010-12-19T21:39:00.000+08:00

被那个皱纹爬满脸的‘阿麽’骂，我想她是心里不平衡还是更年期到了。长得那副德性还有力气骂人。阿麽，好心你一把年纪了就不要那么激动。免得脸上的纹路越陷越深。明明不是我的错！白白被你臭骂一顿该死！放心不需要我诅咒你你的报应就快到了。都是你的错，害我现在看到有皱纹的安蒂就有种恐惧感样衰！
我不希望在见到你的脸除非我吃太饱胃撑着，看见你呕出来会舒服很多。所以你别太伤心你还是有用处的。哎....不行，想象着你的脸我就反胃！
不应许你出现在我眼前！倒胃口！

Bii,刚才搭的士回来那位的士司机也是一样可恶！他问我东西我回答他，他还死命和我argue!有病！现在那些上了年纪的人都很可恶，个个来惹我！
Bii ar!我行衰运阿！要去打小人！

哥哥真的肥了超多！那个啤酒肚越来越大！omg! 我忘了和淑涵说那份礼物是我和你送的。
=P

看饱你 *很丑陋

2nd & beginning of 3rd

2010-12-17T00:29:00.000+08:00

今天的客人个个都很样衰
气死我的占100分之99！
还好回到家能和你聊天，总算我的一天得到一点安慰
哥哥突然也找我了！很惊讶也很开心！
多久没见了啊...我算算看...从你们毕业以来把? 接近1年了...
唔...好久了！
他说要带淑涵去玩水因为生日快到还说一定来探望我
我期待。
想送他们礼物...该送什么好呢? 你觉得呢?

都分开3天了还是没能习惯
没有人听我碎碎念，
没有人被我唠叨，
没有人喊腰酸要我按摩，
没有人帮我吹干头发，没有人和我抢被单，
没有人和我挤那张单人床，
全都乘一个人的独白。
Two is better that one.
那是真的。

这种日子还要过多久...?
受不了孤独...度日如年

The 2nd 'She'

2010-12-15T23:18:00.001+08:00

She's so rude. A girl doesn't said foul languages but she did. Yes,she's absolutely did.
I believe that guys feel disgusted with. Oh GOD, how come her boy friend can stand for so long huh? I'm so wondering. He must be an alien! Human with low self-cultural.

Beautiful girls everywhere, except her. I'm sorry if I hurts her, but it's true. Advice when most needed is least heeded! Girl, don't over confident, u'll be friend with ARROGANT later on in ur destiny. Please believe so.

She keep complain others, yet she couldn't slow her steps down and look for herself. Oh, poor thing... Others might be teasing her. Everyone hope that they can be somebody outstanding. Not just a small character. Don't u think so huh? I beat she dream everyday and night, finally she get one! Oh ya, through the fastest growth media! ...Yet, the result seems like not so favorable... pity u... So, don't just saying others, don't u want to become famous also?! Be on one's good behavior, a woman must continually watch herself.

Busy body had become her personality. That's is others business, he's not her friend. No need to comment more.

I also don't have the right to comment u.
zip my mouth turn on with my hands.
=)
My bi will know who she is. Gimme 5!

my bf and baby. *day dream-ing

cute*

1st Day

2010-12-15T01:07:00.000+08:00

今天的你还好吗...?发烧好点了没?可恶的痘痘有没有消了点?

真是把我给吓死了才不是你说的骨痛热症
还说什么如果进医院死了呸呸呸
医生说是每个人都无法避免的‘水痘’
还给你两个星期的病假?!
意思就是我们被隔离两个星期?!
意思就是我们这两个星期不能见面?!
意思就是这两个星期我得自己一个人生活?!
意思就是我要适应两个星期没有你的日子?!
...天！要我的命！

唔...我是高风险群...
和你睡同一张床，盖同一张被，呼吸着一样的空气...
死定了啦！会很丑的...！
看你，到时要照顾我不可以嫌我丑！
否则...要你买多Hello Kitty, Melody 给我！
买到你破产！看你怕不怕

从朋友（姐妹）那A来的休假日 *好自私
只为了打扫房间那么简单?!
因为我想一个人在家‘适应’一下没有你的空间
那会是怎样?

许久都没有逛街了*谁来约我?
这个休假日又是自己一人渡过
好想大声说‘我要出街！’
都快被闷成宅女了

没怪你的意思
面子书见 *就算脸被爪破也会爱你

还想去一次

会来的

2010-12-11T22:42:00.000+08:00

一大早就一直喊累累累到刚刚踏入家门的那一刻, 瞌睡虫全都跑了很神奇吧? 我也觉得不可思议呢! = )
双眼粘在小白, 一刻都不想离开聚集会神的打着我的博客不知道为什么就是想写写东西
或许是最近发生的事让我有种'感触良多'的感觉...
一个是自己的幸福...另一边是自己的未来... 如果两者只能选一的话，我该何从做决定? 心里的秤子每分每秒都在衡量着混乱真的好混乱如何是好? 我该为‘谁’留下?是‘他’ 还是‘它’? ....够了！快被折腾死了！世事无完美这我晓得两者兼得不可能！无论选谁都是错！
每天嘻嘻哈哈的也不是办法...想改变却不知从何做起...是惰性作怪吧? 我想也是。
其实梦想真的需要勇（永）气和自信才能兑现。
说真的有时候我真的很想不顾一切就这样为了我的梦想而去 *...某人一定会为了这句话伤心...对不起忍受不了他人的恶评我受够了！真的！是痛苦的是煎熬的
到底我的会落在何年何月呢? 如果它这一辈子都不属于我的呢? 那该如何是好? 一事无成吗? 难道说麻雀真的不会变成凤凰? 那只是痴人说梦话?
妈妈果然英明她说过，等工作稳定了在谈恋爱也不迟
我就被卡在这困境中
但
从没后悔过爱上他，是他认知我一度认为他是全世界最疼我的人不愿离开他；更不愿他的离开...这是我俩的事情...不能自私他也在外头辛苦的打拼着...
好吧
就这么决定吧
我要执行我们的约定！不能违约这不是我的作风 *某人也一样哦
21后才煩吧！

~~坚强爱哭不聪明善良又任性~~

帅

Unlike Unfair Unhappy

2010-12-02T15:19:00.000+08:00

where is my luck...?
I'm waiting so long for U...
Why U keep playing hide and seek with me?
I'm too tired for that...
I don't know how long can I stand for it...no idea...
Just let it be...

where is the fairness and justice...?
I couldn't see it
May be it's just an illusion
For those who are naive like me...
It's NOT belongs to this world... same as me too...
I'm not the person...

where can I find my luck...?
Does it control under God...?
I'm a loyal prayer...
I pray hard day and night...
So why, He wouldn't responded to my inner cry...?

where can I find the fairness and justice...?
Does it under power of the judge...?
Why they treated me like this...? Unfair!
What is the shit slogan He created?
What is the mean about that?!
It's just benefit them, NOT us!

unlike.

会很好

2010-12-01T23:20:00.000+08:00

把花洒的温度扭到最热冲走一切焦虑不安

心灵的最深处小声地说着不要害怕，不要慌张...

都顺其自然吧一平常心去对待

我会很好的

累计了经验,就是为了这次

我有了新的力量！

都看我的了！

要一直这样微笑下去

看我和Ryan King 的合照，他会支持我

当然

少不了的还有我挚爱的亚纶

哈

死38

U louzy poor thing!

2010-11-26T20:52:00.000+08:00

I saw her on the way back. She's still looks the same, oh poor thing!
She's dress up like an aunt?! Wearing a pink top and a white color bell-bottom trouser with a black high heel! Oh GOSH! Nowadays, did u see any one wear like this? She so out dated! No wander she wanted to copy me. Okay, I can understand 'cause nobody let her copy right now!
Oh my God! I just can't stop my words from criticize her! I CAN'T!

bitch! stain my eyes.

I can't guarantee that she never view my blog,

She will be the first who view my blog everyday, I guess so.

Let it be. I didn't scare of U either!

U bitch! Stay away from my sight!

my thought of the day

2010-11-13T23:22:00.000+08:00

I knew she is feeling well from the judge of her voices. She is still worry about my future. She asked me to give up of chasing my dreams 'cos it's a mission impossible for me. She just want me to find a constant job with a favorable salary and a safety environment. *but danger is everywhere! Mom, u need to know. Don't worry, I'll be fine.

不吃点苦哪来的苦中苦，甜中甜？

I felt shame on myself. Until now, what do I get the result for her? I just too naive, too childish. Yet I feel not reconciled to give up! There are too many people ready to laugh at us. I must do something different! Tho' the road is still far, but I believe it will comes to me one day.

不要像玻璃那樣脆弱，而應像水晶一樣透明，太陽一樣輝煌，鑽石一樣堅強。

'...just now i cut my hand very deep, then I faint' He sent this to me.
The first things come into my mind is 'cut' 'hand' 'deep' 'FAINT'??!! so serious??!!
I thought he was get hurt badly until he faint? Gosh
Keep calling him yet couldn't get. Don't he know I'm worried?
...
All right, he was calling me back at final.
I asked him whether can take a MC and rest at home?
He said 'I cut my hand accidentally, I saw those blood bleeding like non-stop I felt faint afterward, is like my face become pale and couldn't stand straight. After take a rest and plaster by friend I feel much better...So, I still can continue my job.'
I was like 'cheh!'. It seems like 'small case' what... * not sure if my heart feel arching when I saw him
=P

he said he look ugly in this picture. Yea I know. =P

so...u're now become the 'cutest' ever! say HI to lil rabbit

=*(

2010-11-09T21:50:00.001+08:00

Stupid ulcers make me so painful!
I'm starving yet couldn't put anything into my mouth, it makes me No appetite.
Hardly to smile, talk , brush my tooth even wash my face also will lead to the painful from mouth.
I couldn't have any face expression. FML
*Dislike

Bibi help me!
D'=

D'=

2010-11-06T22:35:00.000+08:00

We cannot live without friendS. They were there to make u happy, share your happiness, the one to talk to...yet,when u're in trouble, which friend/S still stand beside u and told u 'don't worry, I'll be there for u'? Who? I answer u, NO ONE. Is definitely NO ONE! Except the ONE who really care for u. *I'm too afraid to be that person, because I can't help him at all. ='(
I think it'll be a SUPREME long night for me. I couldn't get into bed perhaps.
I don't wanna my beibii to sleep in the locker of the hotel...
I don't wanna sleep alone without him by my side...
I couldn't do anything to help him...
=*(
Yet...I just can let it be...

unhappy.

Greedy people

2010-11-03T00:27:00.000+08:00

Greed is the fault found in all human beings. No matter u're Chinese, Malay, Indian, Arabian or other races. I sincerely see through these shortcoming from them. I hate this shortcoming seriously!
They will start complaining and start to critic and compare too. Okay okay,customer is always right. *WTH bull shit
The daughter is exactly same as the pattern of the mother. GREED and STINGY! And uhh the face bold as the brass! Aduh, I have no eyes to see them. Hey aunt, do u know that u look so 'ugly' when u request for more samples? Do u realize that? Don't make people hate u off okay?
Since I'm still small, mama already told me that no to become greedy people. Not good Not good. Teacher said cannot cannot. But still they do the same thing. No wonder her daughter follow her footsteps. Aikss, pity them.
Is it the way for me before I become a great person? The lesson about the shortcoming of human behavior. All right, if it's a lesson that I 'must' learn, I have nothing more to say. That's it.

回家

2010-10-30T01:42:00.001+08:00

心情处于灰色地带. 没有一件值得庆祝的事

陪着我的只有这杯没营养的泡面

忘了多久没回家看看亲爱的妈妈,姐姐和弟弟了…他们也应该很想我吧

兴致勃勃的想回家,可是又再一次地让我失望了…

得知不能回家的那一霎那,泪泉轻轻地被拨动了一下

但,我还能忍.

仿佛灵魂已经脱离了躯壳,不再是我的了

散漫的走着,只有我一个人.好孤独.好想哭.

好想念妈妈.想念我的家. 想念家里的一切.

迁就工作时间…

要不是因为生存,工作来干嘛?

贝比问我,为何我那么伤心?

原因无他,很简单.

“想念”

只有家人才给得到的”归属感”.

“下次”又会落在何时?

真的不要太久,我怕我受不了.

没有家真的很可怕.那种感觉你不懂.

18.10.10

如何是好

2010-10-10T10:36:00.000+08:00

矛盾,恍惚,不安...
该如何是好.
我的未来与他,谁才是最重要?
也许我不该衡量.
放弃了他等于放弃了我自己.
但是...我的未来呢?
不想永远窝在这里.
想改变,把一切不可能换作可能!
现在是时候吗?缘分是否已到?
我该如何是好?
难道真的不能两全其美?非选者不可?
我的天!
哪里一步才是对?
应当是他们选者我而不是我选者他们,是这样没错吧?
但...我的他该怎么办?

Miss blog-ing

2010-09-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

I want to blog so much but this is NOT the right timing.
how sad it is.
='(

Too naive.

2010-07-31T14:56:00.001+08:00

I'm the stupid naive.
I was wondering all kind of good things will come to me certainly. I'm wrong! Too wrong to have that perception! May be start from earlier I should know, knew that I'm not qualified for that.
That will become true once in my dream. Don't think that I'm enough for that. Don't ever try to do so! How foolish am I huh?
Why, why I couldn't speak out and become more sociable like others? Do I born with that? ...Nope! I just too scare of anything! Brave-less.
Next time, will that be really okay?
All right all right, that's not my strength.
Dreaming without action is my style.

My life is just like a mist. Couldn't catch it.
I'm not sure when will I give up. I can pretend nothing in front of people but not U.
Need U right now.

Kitty Cat

2010-07-25T22:38:00.001+08:00

I met with somebody that so-called 'special' for me.
They gave me a memorable working times, I won't feel any sadness when I work with them. I so hope that I still have a chance to work under them. Yet I know, working as a full timer is better that a temporary. So, I give up. *honestly, I'm kinda sad with that
That's untimely. ='(
But...
At lease, I gave them a visit. They were very surprising when they first saw me. Their still didn't forgot to show their regard towards me. *I'm happy, they didn't forgot me!
First time I went there I couldn't see my 'boss' and that Ramen chef. *kinda disappointed Second time I went there also the same. *we no fade isn't? ='(
While I'm busy with my work, I saw a familiar face pass by. My first thought was move myself forward and I said 'Hi' to him! He really surprising when he saw me~ He said he's working at the Hokkaido Food Fair, I answered him that I already went there yesterday but I couldn't see him. He was in a rush so I just let him go. Hmmp... We didn't have a good opportunity to talk to each others huh.
Meanwhile, he came up all the way to 4th floor to gave me a pen! For me, it's Not just a pen. It's also mean another kind of 'loving' for me. I love that pen SUPREME! It's Hello Kitty ♥. Kitty cat is eating Ramen~ Awwww~ How come he knew that I love Kitty cat huh? X )
hehes
Some more, the pen is a limited edition from Hokkaido~ *北海道限定 ♥.

i'm Off

2010-07-20T14:13:00.000+08:00

Oh my precious off day has been wasted by me...!wth
As usual, I sleep until noon. After finished all my tiring housework, focus on my xiao bai!
Not yet having my lunch! What to eat? Laziness has come to me again.I want to go out from my square room n my rectangle com la! Who's free? ... Nobody answering me.
Wanna out out out la!
Without beibii, my life is like BLANK?! *he is so important to me
Nobody accompany me gai gai, nobody talking to me, is NOBODY!
Soon, I might be same as MaG Mian, she's an Otaku right now! =P
All right, I know I must read the document. Already promised to myself review it when I'm free.

Hoo... *yawning
Back to my bed is the right choice.

It's all right...

2010-07-17T20:25:00.000+08:00

What I want to say is, this is Not the right timing.

May be next time.

It's all right.

Live in the present Life

2010-07-16T10:11:00.000+08:00

It doesn't show any 'relaxing' mood when I started my full time job. Everyday follow the working shift, sometimes I need to wake up early n sometimes I don't. Tho' it sounds like a 'mechanical life' but it's NOT for me. I still can enjoy while working as I can learn the knowledge n some specific words. It's useful for me myself n I can use it on future! Never afraid to learn something new~
But......I'll never give up on what I'm expect n my dream. It still occupy my space of thinking! So ya, just enjoy my new life n live in the present life!

Be happyyyy!

Hey~ I'm gonna to upload some new pic~ Wait for me! ; )

blur-ing

2010-07-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

hey,我的贝比今天不知道脑子里在想什么？整个人很blur
今天明明是下午才上班，可是他7早8早就起身
他根本忘了今天还是做下午班，6点半起身就出门了
搭了train，就在他工作附近的地方他‘突然’想起了今天还是上下午班阿。
打个电话问同事，咦，原来还真的是上下午班。
然后，就一个人可怜兮兮的再搭train回来。
无言 =_=lll
在回来的路途中他还不忘打包了我最爱的nasi lemak耶！
哈算他没有白费，至少还为我买了早餐~
到家他开了房门我都没有知觉 *我很累，原谅我
直到他抱我，呃，没打算离他。他摇了我两下，清醒了！
“...你怎么回来了？”
“...我忘了今天是上下午班啦！本来想留在那里的，可是我很想你就回来了。” 呼我还以为被人炒鱿鱼了，吓死

“...睡到猪酱，连我开门都不知道。如果有人对你做了什么都不知道”

“...不会的啦。” 是人是猪，我还分得清楚。=P
...
继续会周公。

Thought of the day.

2010-07-09T19:59:00.002+08:00

Soon, I'm no longer an idler. No more Facebook, blogger so frequently.
May be, the time spend with beibii will reduce too...?
My first long term employment will start from now on.
I got my own job tho' this is not my dream job. I'll enjoy it as I like the uniform?! haah
Wearing clothes that I like will make me feel happy yah~
Of course more than that, the products too.
Anyway, wish me luck.

She's gonna back to Taiwan. We just went out for lunch, McD again. =P
tho' we're not very close to each others, future that might be a YES. Who knows?
We already promised to meet with each others next time in Taiwan. *hope so
Before she back she text me a message, she asked me to be confident, our future is on our own hands!let's cheer up! She's sincere from her heart. Glad to have a friend like her--> ~~Miss Wu Li Min~~

regrets of didn't take pic with her :'(

Tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow I won't be here, gonna back to my mama's side. More than 3 months I didn't back home, wth I'm not an obedient daughter.

Will leave my beibii alone once again...... *don't cry ya bii

Opps, I'm the one who cry out first?!

="(

Oh ya, just received a sweetest message ever!
'...Some time i will think. Y i love u. But dun care why. I wil love u forever. Muakz...'
Opps, it's from my King! How sweet is it?! *lam sei la, beibii
hmmp...he is talented in writing love letter too ya. Can I consider as my first 'love letter'?
X )

Ɩ κиσω, ʋ ℓσʌɛ мɛ ιƨ мσяɛ тнαи Ɩ ℓσʌɛ ʋ. Always 0(^ 3^)0

Home

2010-07-05T18:20:00.000+08:00

Finally i'm home. I really miss my beibii, my baobao, my pillow, my blanket...and all the things in KL! OMFG I don't realize that ~~I LOVE KL~~ actually! =P
I was wondering why does people loved to sleep in the air-con room? I was sleeping in the SUPREME cold air-con room, makes me shivering!
I get a conclusion that staying in the cold place can reduce ur weight within 2 to 3 kg! I have experienced it by myself. Go to try out if u want~ Anything happen on u, don't blame me. ;P

*tata

Cunning old fox Vs Smartest leopard

2010-06-30T12:58:00.002+08:00

I'm disappear for so long!
wake up early morning to go for work. This job is quite easy as u're used to it. I just need to face the com a whole days. My eyes was damn tiring actually. Yet, I'm aim for the 'salary' paid by the boss! money greedy! Yes, I'm certainly am! Never deny!

inside the washroom again. ;P

...
the so-called 'accountants' don't even know how to do the simplest division?! wth??!!
may be i might asked my lil' brother to be their teacher. simple Maths like this also don't know how to count ar?? I think they should go back to standard one lah! stupid fella!
'...I'm sorry, I counted wrongly...' the LAME excuse they used.
bull shit la! don't try to bluff us!
I used to call them as the beasts in human form!!
He's a cunning old fox. Be careful to next 'victim'(s).
May GOD bless u. Amen.

If U feel not convince with my words, please come to me.
I'm standing here.
I bet U not dare! blekk!

22

2010-06-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

今天又是一个值得纪念的日子
来到了第22个月
我们的爱依然不变
贝比最好 ♥

我在等待

期待着

...

那天的到来.

对/错

2010-06-17T14:23:00.000+08:00

决定对与否

我不晓得

后悔?自责?

不是这个时候

就这样吧...

都已经决定好的事就别再犹豫

犹豫只会让人更混乱

为了更好的未来

这会是最好的决择

...

Nothing special

2010-06-14T12:41:00.000+08:00

had my bowl of Honey Stars plus Marigold milk as my breakfast
what a healthy lifestyle i had.

yesterday, my dearest Emily stay over my room. 'cause she need to work as it's easier for her to stay at here. She will stay with me 'bout 1-2weeks. As she reached here, we start chit chatting non-stop. *our friendship never fade yea~ Haah! beibii beh tahan us la. I am so excited that she know how to purchase online! WHOA~ what a good news to me ya~ so, next time i can do it myself lo, no need to ma fan my MaG Ying. Later on, we start viewed the online boutique. I'm already aim for many clothes, shirts, skirts, dress, and so on! it's too many! My God, pity my beibii. He is the one who will spend the money and buy those clothes for me! ;P Anyway, we will buy it if we have money, but NOT now. Haiz... it's okay, since we are broke. 3'= Hey, many story i can '8' with Emily~ X ) It had been a really long time i didn't talk until all my saliva being dried out la! hehe But beibii always be the 'victim', 'cause we talk until midnight...no, it's until we are ready for bed and still non-stop talking! beibii can't sleep well. sorry ar beibii...='( I know he will understand me one~ It's just a 'start' for us leh, still got 'gillions' hours for us to chit chat! ;P

Oh! Nearly forgot something! I might put an aeroplane to my course-mates. Sorry my dear friends. Most properly I couldn't attending the gathering. I got some stuffs to do and I'm not sure 'bout the time.SORRY ya...

Hmmmp...tomorrow will be another day that i was 'expecting' for so long! so, what do i expected? Actually, I'm so scared 'bout the exam! Who loves exam la?! haiz... tho' I must bear with it! Just be cool, be calm...then everything will be okay! ~~Trust myself~~ yea! As I know, my lovely hubby Ya Lun will always by my side~ *my sick still not recovering yet, forgive me.

Okay, nothing much for today. *kinda bored I know.

slut

2010-06-11T14:21:00.000+08:00

she was ignored my existed? it's hurts me honestly.
I'm really care, and I do.
may be she just realize that it's not important at once?
tho' her actions was freakin' nettlesome!
irritatin' my sight of vision! sh*t
I just showed my concern to her,
she give me back the f*kin' sh*t face.
I think she's tryin' the level of my temper. don't play a fool on me! u slut!
the person who successfully made me into mad is just a GENIUS.
'hey, u did a GOOD JOB!'
let's in-title her as COPY CAT No2, she deserved!
such an idiot who likes to copy!
One is enough, here comes the second one!
a bitch who think she's beautiful? gorgeous?
Bah! disgustin' la wei!
I can pretend nothin', I'm a good actress in life.
I'm NOT to ABUSE!
don't ever try to ask me who is it. I'll never tell u.

Hey, J.

2010-06-10T15:07:00.002+08:00

Pink color is just a sweet, cute and nice color.
as I know,
most of my friends beside me LOVED it crazily!
I'm also ONE of them.
but...
one day, I found out that
a girl HATE PINK color like hell.
she is an unique girl,
I can laugh non-stop because of her 'great sound effect'
=D
she HATE those stuff with PINK, STRAWBERRY either.
queer duck, ;P
so, I have decided to make her fall in LOVE with PINK color~
wei, Miss Jennifer Aw ar,
PINK color, STRAWBERRY is very cute stuff leh,
don't reject them okay?
as people said, 'PINK color is the BEST FRIEND of GIRLS'
X )

P/S:just want to make u in trouble, ;p
don't get angry.

♥

2010-06-10T12:22:00.001+08:00

最爱看网路漂亮美眉的照片了
总觉得每次看了之后，
心情就大好 ♥
看看她们的妆容，衣着打扮，拍照技术等
都好好看哦...
可惜我都学不来，
应当向她们看齐 ^^
她们尽用些名牌
香奈儿，LV，Gucci 啦
很好奇为什么她们可以那么富有？
可能是模特儿之类的吧
你们不觉得用自己赚来的钱买名牌是件很酷的事吗？
每一位都是大眼，挺鼻，标准的鹅蛋脸，让人喷血的身段
还有还有修长笔直的美腿！
超羡慕的吧？
可以说是‘完美’

好爱这种~~欧洲风~~的设计
已经和贝比达成协议了，
以后我们的新房的主题就是这个！
呵呵
蕾丝，~~绸缎花边的床单~~，~~花花样的壁纸~~，~~很欧洲风的家具~~
噢，简直疯了！
;P
属于我的设计
贝比，我不准你忽视我的创意！
要认同我！
呵呵
*不好意识，有点霸道
X )

just nice

2010-06-09T13:27:00.004+08:00

finally, i changed my layout!

damn happy wei

= )

i know it may crushed with other people,

yet,

i know how to change already

i'm satisfied.

...

sometimes, our mood will influence by the words of others.

this call 'emotional' right?

when u are praising by people,

ur heart will leaping very fast

u can't control it.

those words will keep appearing in ur mind.

this is the BIG power of praising.

just nice .♥

don't be a stingy to praise people, may be someday u will be treated by those beautiful words too.

my beibii is so cute. love him more more n more ♥.

无力

2010-06-07T16:55:00.000+08:00

我都系钟意黑色多滴。
算la,
唔改la...

激死

2010-06-07T12:06:00.000+08:00

朝早就呗一个莫名其妙ge人激到

真系ar

姖有没问题ar?

痴线geh

一直问我系唔系住‘旺角’

我同姖讲，I'm Malaysian.

姖仲系听唔明白

仲要我打中文tim!

激死！

好la,我打佐我系马来西亚人

仲问我系唔系住‘旺角’！

OMG！

我唔知dim同姖沟通ar!

好似我同姖讲外星语gam

激死la！！

...

死38

2010-06-05T13:44:00.005+08:00

头先吃佐一块糕点...

那个味道真系...好难吃ar!

有点奇怪la...

好似有点臭梭味gam样

好挂住Segamat ge味道

好_想快点返屋企ar...

唄你们睇下我ge素颜

吓死你们

Take 1

仲有一张

Take 2

我ge黑眼圈系唔系好重leh?

好似鬼gam样

再唄你们睇下‘小白’既系我ge电脑wall la

系我及亲ge beibii 呀

蒋蒋~

系唔系好可爱leh?

我好钟意哩张ar...!

beibii一定会吓到~

你睇我，想beibii想到痴jor线

我要KISS那个monitor screen la

病到好紧要严重

beibii ar,你钟唔钟意ar?

你睇我哩一个‘衰样’

系唔系好好笑leh?

好似傻佬

睇下睇下我ge长发

仲唔够长！再长低！

好la, 掰掰la

下次再来la~ muacksss~

p/s: 突然想用广东话来表达

很奇怪

X )

是雨天

2010-06-04T08:35:00.000+08:00

外面正下着毛毛细雨呢.
有没有把你给淋湿了?
对不起...
没能给你撑伞。
要你彻彻底底的被雨淋
好无情的雨啊...
尽然那样对我的贝比。
...
总觉得雨天能给我那么一点点的启发
那一颗颗的小水珠是否真的能牵动人心？贝比说过：“...女生都爱写部落格”
是啊。
不过这是为什么呢？
因为女生很简单，像个小孩
只要你给她一颗糖，她就能开心个老半天
相反的，
她的怒火也会因为你一点的不细心而促动
...
我呀，
现在正想着你呢。
你可能没时间吧？是时候准备开工了。
你可能会被我气死吧？
这个时候不睡觉，跑来打部落。
他连想睡觉都不敢奢望。
...厚...我还真是生在福中不知福。
可以一觉到屁股被太阳晒才起身。
...
冷冷的空气
在这时候并不讨喜
我已经围了一圈的被子还是那么的冷
需要你的抱抱
你快回来...

我想你。

=*(

2010-06-03T17:34:00.000+08:00

kek sei ar!!!
stupid C-box don't let me to post a comment!
don't even know how to edit my own layout!
aiksssss!

《留我在身邊そばにいるね》

2010-06-03T14:43:00.000+08:00

精神支柱

2010-06-02T15:27:00.002+08:00

迷失的羔羊又来到了十字路口

人生的转戾点

她感觉到世界末日仿佛即将来领

不安恍惚已成为了她最要好的朋友

接下来她该往哪走？

有谁能给与她正确的指引？

或许

这才是上天给她最严格的一次考验

她必须通过

没有人能为她指引谜路

努力

她必须努力！

只有靠自己最实在！

她知道亚纶会支持她。

*病得还真不轻啊

connected

2010-05-31T19:49:00.002+08:00

I was surprised that all my friends around me is just like affiliated with each others?!

I want to say,世界真的好小.

We were all connected by a small line among one and other.

能看见我的未来么...？
长大了...不能在用哭的了...
勇敢面对吧!

mature = old ?

2010-05-31T16:34:00.000+08:00

I'm quite 'flexible'

hmmp...

please don't get wrong the meaning am I trying to say

I'm flexible at my exterior appearance.

sometimes,

I had been told that I'm looking younger then my actual age *that's the thing I like the most

arigatougozai masu

but,

sometimes,

people said that I'm looking older then my age.

MATURE instead of it.

=_="'

how come?

because of my make up? hair style? or...???

I don't really like to be call like that.

it sounds really olddd!

...

people said if you've been told matured before 25-year-old, means that ur action or the way of thinking is mature.

on the other hand, if u're told after 25-year-old, then I got to say 'congratulation' to u.

'cause u're now in the 'OLD WOMAN/ MAN' batch.

so, it can be count as a GOOD deed to me. isn't?

okay,

i got to accept the ~~FACT~~.

一副‘晴天霹雳’的 look

哎哟喂呀！

2010-05-29T20:45:00.000+08:00

hmmmp...

臭贝比

回来不到半个小时又出去了...

去了朋友的聚餐

又一个人在家

除了四面墙，还多了个四四方方的小白。

还不赖吧？ *自我感觉非常良好~

那毕竟是嫌少的聚餐，我没反对。

就...你知道的会闷。

算了，

反正他的明天都是我的。 *笑

一个星期就只有那么的一天而已

要好好珍惜才行啊。

贝比，我都做足了准备哦~

指甲油，衣服，裙子还有鞋子都配合得到耶。

你说，我是不是天才？

呵呵

果然看了那么多集的《女人我最大》没白费~

好期待明天~

拜托明天一定要天晴，我可不想我的鞋子又淹水啊！

会心痛你知道吗？

...

一个人时总会感触良多，

我最爱的古典乐《卡农》就让我觉得自己好有气质哦~

呵呵呵

*再次的自我感觉超良好

X ）

我到底是在干吗？

每天都觉得是在虚度光阴

我永远是那种讲的第1，行动最后的人

空想却没付诸于行动

做什么事都提不起劲

看着他人一个个成功的达成他们想要的愿望

反过来看看自己

我是那么的落后。

如果是龟兔赛跑，

我肯定是那只乌龟

那只永远跟在兔子屁股后的那只乌龟。

还真是无能为力啊

恐怕，

这种‘懒惰病’连阿弥陀佛都不想打救我了吧？

我也只能选择 ‘自救’了！

如何？

T__T

看吧，丞琳也很无奈。

my funny beibii

2010-05-26T19:24:00.000+08:00

beibii asked me '...bi, how to spell 'breakfast' ar?'
ohhhhhhh~
'...bibii ar, what kinda job are u working now?, 'Breakfast' also don't know how to spell ar?' I reply him.
I'm very straight forward.
X )
in a fraction of a second, '...BREAK then FAST lo...' i answered.
'...no no, no this one la, is a name of a song' beibii said.
then i saw him type some words and search for the song name in the music box.
'...Bre.........' after that, I saw a name pop out in the screen
"Shayne Ward -- BREATHLESS"
ohhhhhhhh~
ahahahahahahahaha
I just realize that beibii is searching for this song.
LMAO
i can't stop from laughing...!!!
beibii pronounce the BREATHLESS wrongly!
i thought he said BREAKFAST.
hahahahaha

=D
bibii, i just wanna share this out but not to embarrassing u ya
not hard feeling k?
mmwakkkk

奈奈かわいい

2010-05-26T16:57:00.002+08:00

'...Nihon-Jin desu ka?'

'...hai...!'

...

我希望我是。

被误认为是日本人我最开心

更别说是被日本人称赞~

心花怒放阿心花怒放~

Ar**ian guys

2010-05-26T13:31:00.000+08:00

I don't like Ar**ian guys honestly.
When they look at my eyes,
I can see the 'lusty' sparkling flash through their eyes...
I don't know why.
is it because of they have a pair of 'beautiful'/ 'attractive' eyes??
may be.
but,
it is not 'ATTRACTIVE' for me.
they seems like wanna something 'dirty' with u.
eiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
disgusting...!!!
they always asked for mobile number, give you a call, called you 'BABY' as well!
GOSH....!

an Ar**ian guy passed by...

"...hey, babe..."

my GOD!

he gave me the creeps!

偏食

2010-05-25T12:11:00.001+08:00

Fresh Look

2010-05-25T12:10:00.003+08:00

FreshLook Illuminate.

好想试戴看看哦...

丞琳使者。

想拥有和她一样的迷人眼睛~

我的女神。

呵呵

心情不好；还是身体不适，

只要看她一眼

病痛马上消失。

她是我的神奇良药。

X )

“猪”先生和“猪”小姐

2010-05-17T16:39:00.001+08:00

“猪”先生送我的第1份礼物。一只像他一样傻傻的猪。

“...喂,干嘛以身相许？” X ）

看呗,我还是很爱它的。都被我亲到湿漉漉了！用我的口水帮你洗洗澡~

“猪”先生说：“可爱的“猪”小姐。” =_=|||

麻烦把后面的“猪小姐”delete。先赞美，后踩人。贝比还比我高招

咬“你”！不听话的后果

很肥！我不敢...！X ）

喜爱的杂志 No.1

也喜爱我的小脸，秘诀在于“玛奇亚米”丞琳瘦脸霜。

梦寐以求的小脸全靠它

多多支持~

BB霜的效果意外惊奇的好！

肌肤粉嫩粉嫩~

“...不用吃苹果，不用睡饱饱，也能拥有水嫩的苹果肌。” 很熟悉的台词

X ))

贝比知道

好吧，

我承认，

我是自.恋.的。

*MaG 们“我们”所谓的自恋，

自己爱恋自己。

his birthday ♥

2010-05-17T15:51:00.001+08:00

he is 22-year-old
this year would be the most simply ordinary birthday for him.
i bought a small piece of cup cake as his birthday cake.
feel sorry to him.
...
yet i still be able to give him a surprise.
X )
this plan is completed with the corporation of his two brothers. *thanks ya
i should said sorry to his sister and her boy friend too...
i'm making use of their time, trustworthy as well
...
his sister was already made a date to dine with us after i finished my work
on the same time, his brother text me a message
i know, this is a great opportunity to give him a surprise *evil smile
as they confirm the place, i text them afterward without his knowing.
we order our food, drinks
eating our food stuffs
minute by minute...
they still haven't reach yet
i'm just like an ants on a hot pan
we are going to leave the place soon...!
they still on the way and will reach here in 5 minutes time!
what to do? what to do??
"...wanna back home now?" his sister asked
"...okay." he answered
OMG!!!
don't...! don't...!
all of the sudden, something is flash over my mind
i got an idea
"...bii...我的脚好象麻痹了..." *i should write in mandarin so u can imagine
"...erm...okay" they all believe me~
WOW~ great~i don't know that my acting skill is very fidelity!!
ahahaha
i give myself 99.9%
X ))
after a few minutes...
"...let's go" his sister said again
OMG OMG
what should i said this time???
"...bii...还是很痛不能动..." my GOD, i was wondering y am i so clever..?
X )
his sister asked me to make a move on it, if not it will not be cure
wuwuw
GOD save me please... T__T
......
soon after this...
somebody was appear~
huuu....
finally...i took a deep breath in my heart.
yet, beibii is slow-minded.
after chit chatting with his brothers then just realize that i'm cheating on him!
hahaha * LMAO
his brothers said my idea was suck...!
WTH??
i'm trying my best already.
if not what to say?
hehe
i'm clever isn't?
BIG applause for myself~

smallest ever

emmm...beibii is addicted to this two cup cakes.

"...gonna to feed my stomach!" simple like this.

let's kissss the cakes

arrrrm...!

mwahhh

beibii,

congratulation~u get a job that u want!

i'm glad to hear that.

i'll keep going on with my dream.

Couple-T *green

2010-05-13T13:59:00.000+08:00

beibii's 22nd birthday is fall on this Saturday
sadly, i got to work on that day.
='(
so, yesterday we went out gai gai as to celebrate the birthday
erm...
not to say celebrate 'cause i didn't prepare a birthday cake even
will buy him a Baskin Robin's perhaps
before this i ad told him,
"...bii, u will not feel surprise at all on this year of birthday..."
beibii said,
"...it's okay then, it's my great happiness if i'm be with u, and that is enough!"
how sweet ya beibii ♥.
yet i know u feel a bit disappointed at once.
i really have no idea 'bout this. >_<"'
hmmp...
okay, let's throw away the sad case.
yesterday was the first time for beibii and i who wear the Couple-T
kinda sweet la.
we bought the T-shirt before CNY,
yet i was forgotten to bring it back to KL.
beibii very huai dai,
he keep teasing me
"...ai yah...our couple-T is not important one la, somebody won't keep it into her heart la."
i didn't to be mean like that la. =_="'
he just want to make a joke with me, i know~
let me show some picha
green color version*

the only one with the whole body.

i have no idea y beibii like this so muchii...? as he said, i saw my deep dimple~

my preference~ not his

can see it? my cute Rainie ya~!! glad to take a photo with her.

hopefully, i have a small face as her *ki siao

small face likely from this angle.

gai gai day

2010-05-09T14:36:00.000+08:00

the first outing day with my beibii after i had stuck in the SUX job,
the Jusco, always the first choice of place for us to shop
it's convenience, nearby to our living area, etc...
seems like doing an advertisement for Jusco huh?
they must pay me with the impressive advertising fees lo!
X )
oikkk, come back to my main topic la.
always out of the topic!
haaah
forgive me please.
...
we went there to stock some grocery stuff
hmmp...
i think that is kinda bored if i listed out what am i bought right?
and u might be not interested at all
so, skipped to the next stop.
it's time to feed our stomach
beibii bring me to the Nando's Chickenland
he had already promise me to bring me there, since this was the first time
he kept praising the chilies sauce is really unique and nice
i'm not very sure where is the Nando's homeland?
is it Africa? or Portuguese? or somewhere else?
hmmp...not sure.
anyone knows??
"...bi, what is the meaning of 'peri-peri'?"
"...erm...means spicy perhaps" beibii answered me.
Peri-peri is the so-called 'chilies sauce'
it's made from the mixed herbs and lemon
so it taste a bit sour yet i don't like the sauce muchii.
beibii told me that, before this their extra hot peri-peri is just really really HOT!
yet their company get many complain letters from the customers
so they be forced to mixed the sauce again so that it could 'log' their customers' tongue and won't complain anymore!
i have no luck to try this 'super extra hot peri-peri sauce'
how sad
='(
okay la, don't grumble anymore
here are some pictures i took yesterday

see carefully with the pic, there is a big chilies stuck with a big fork. quite unique

our ordered dish. half chicken with two side dishes. chicken breast is always my loved one~ *wink wink

captured by beibii.eii, he got problems with the photo shooting angle la.which one is nicer? this pic or the upper one? vote for me! X )

i used to take pictures before going out. it's kinda blur, yet i still love this pic anyway.

no more big face~teehee~

see my beibii king is behind me. make up so long time compare with me...! 无奈

another blurr pic. silly face of beibii~ LMAO

i was wondering y every time i used to wear this clothes when i'm taking a picture? may be is just in case that i'm poor and nothing else can be my chosen? seriously no.

so, i called this shirt as the most 'photogenic' clothes of mine! do u agree with me?

X )

four letter words for the "W"

2010-05-07T16:51:00.001+08:00

hehe...
God save me from the hell.
first time get fired by agent
yet i'm not feeling sad but instead of happy~
woohoo~
she think she is pretty? is clever?
NO!
please la,
she is just a 'girl' above 30++.
we called her "OLD WOMAN"!
she is so strict about everything?!
ji dan gao! * see, i'm rude because of her!
"...Yumi, what happened to u? y look so tiring? we also very tired, but we didn't show that. we just sleep for about 3 hours only" *what the hell is it? non of my business okay?
"...Yumi, can u put the smile on ur face?"
"...Yumi, can u be more AGGRESSIVE?"
"...Yumi, can u please stand outside there to approach the customers?"
"...Yumi, u must mention that we have free gifts for u...we are doing a mother's day promotion......"
"...Yumi, do u understand what am i trying to say? don't just nod ur head but u don't keep anything in ur mind."
"...Yumi, where u go just now?......Y u went there for so long time? "
"...Yumi, i thought i already asked u to replenish this stock?"
"...Yumi, this is not the method to do the replenishment okay!?"
"...Yumi..."
"...Yumi......"
"...Yumi.........!!!"
F*CK! STOP calling my name la!
it is f*cking annoying u know?!
huuu...
first time i'm writing this rude language in my blog!
but as i think about their face, i can't stop! i don't care already!!!
pisssed offffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff!
"...Yumi, tomorrow u no need to come already, my client found another girl and she will replace u."
this is the ONLY good news for me!
...my GOD, i can't believe it!
i can't believe y do GOD treated me such a good deed~
OMG OMG!
my heart was lighting many sparklers~
ahahahahaha
finally AMITOFO heard my beg.
mmuakkkk~
i'll always be loyal to U!
she asked me to do replenishment, okay, i have nothing to grumble. it's my job.
those stock is place in a small store room, my stocks all stuck in the middle!
i need to carry it down one by one before i can get it.
u know, it's f*ucking heavy!!!
the first time, i can bear with it
the second time, still can.
the third time, i really cannot!!!
i straight away cry out on spot!
all the Guardian's stuff is really nice to me,
they all really concern with me, all of them are willing to give me a hand.
all the stuff in the Guardian store though that that bitch woman is a bad old woman!
she cannot even to make a compare with them!
she is a bitchhhhhhhh!
don't blame me, "U" deserved to be treated like this!!!
...
the girl is even worst then me!
hahaha
baligut!!!
blekkkkkkkkk

3'=

2010-05-02T17:39:00.000+08:00

urghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
around the corner of being MAD-NESS!
who can save me now?!
all the 'sinS' are cause by myself!
i don't want
i don't want
i don't want la...!!!
="(
all silence,
nobody...

宝贝，要看！

2010-04-29T10:30:00.001+08:00

有位女生的男朋友不幸在前往工作中车祸丧命。

她的部落各满满的都是她对他的思恋

他曾经对她许下的承诺，

还没实践

就离开她。

可以感受到她是多么的难过...

心酸......

或许我们真的不能改变什么，

就只能祝福他和她

...

觉得我现在拥有了她所想要的幸福

看看躺在温暖大床上的宝贝，

心里踏实很多

毕竟，我的宝贝还在我身旁

我还能触摸，感觉他的存在。

有他在身边感觉很.好。

就想要一直一直这样下去

人，只要还活着

就得珍惜眼前拥有的一切，

不要等到失去了才后悔

平安，健康，快乐

才是王道。

"...老婆，不要回家...口以吗？"

唉......

beibii,不可以...
我要对你和我的妈妈公平
我听到，我的弟弟正在呼唤着我
他说，他想念我...
要我回家使唤他，吩咐他，教他数学...*一派胡言，他才不会想我！
X )

我的宝贝王很抱歉不能带你一起

分开的这几天要用力的想我。

不可以偷懒！

不然，

你就死定了！

X ）

千万要小心。

依然爱你。

mwakkkk*

My Tale ♥f Lumin♥us

The day with Bi

Day 4 第死日

Despair

B day

Sunshine

Damn! dark circle

身心疲累

Mom

Damn

Life!

Not just a story

=*(

We need a TALK

Childish

WORK

它

只看见 你

梦中相会

So near yet so far

美丽不受伤害

Your fate is ur own affair

♥

That's it

2nd vacation

Still mine

结束

Ignorant fella

Mizukitty

Pop-models

Pray for them!

Regular sex is good for your health

Cutie

misconstrue

Special treatment

Illness

4 of us

my Valentine

no point

Him

Shitty guy

=C N Y

'Beyond' my expectation

臭痘！

oh Rainie!

Last Day

7th Day

6th Day

5th Day

2nd & beginning of 3rd

The 2nd 'She'

1st Day

会来的

Unlike Unfair Unhappy

会很好

U louzy poor thing!

my thought of the day

=*(

D'=

Greedy people

回家

如何是好

Miss blog-ing

Too naive.

Kitty Cat

i'm Off

It's all right...

Live in the present Life

blur-ing

Thought of the day.

Home

Cunning old fox Vs Smartest leopard

22

对/错

Nothing special

slut

Hey, J.

♥

just nice

无力

只看见你

《留我在身邊そばにいるね》